Yeung Ling

2010-06-11T18:51:00.003+08:00

This is really disheartening.

Animal Anatomy class test today,I think I'm not gonna do well for it.
Saw my Cell and Molecular Biology paper-71.25% .What tha fuck* is wrong with me?!previously I scored 75% and now this.
75% and I'm the second lowest in class.Oh my F**king gawd.

Please please,I've wasted 16 years of my life [sort of] and I don't wanna waste any more years of my life.

The only thing I get can A is from weekly practicals,which percentage is not enough for me to get my desired GPA-everyone who hears this say 'm crazy-3.6^.
AND ANIMAL NUTRITION-I'm always 3 marks away from full marks.WHY CANT I GET FULL MARKS.WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!

My mom says I've been pushing myself too hard.I don't think it's bad pushing yourself too hard,I think its bad when I cant grasp the fuckin concept.

And my mom don't realise that I've been resting for 16years.

I"M PISSSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!

Follow me down

2010-05-17T23:39:00.003+08:00

I'm overwhelmed by all these s*** that seems to be making its mad rush towards me suddenly.Its like-so many stuffs to remember.Gotta ask God to expand my memory soon.And yes,tired.Making me lose precious marks in pop quizzes.-stupid mistakes.

Having said that,I'm still gonna hang in there.

Apart from that,I'm havin' fun in school .laughing out loud til I've got painful abs everyday.

I LOVE SCHOOL

2010-05-14T19:29:00.003+08:00

I love school!

Turtle runaway

2010-05-13T22:01:00.004+08:00

My dad would,usually at 10plus,lure the turtles out with their 'house'-the container.And my dad exclaimed 'eh!Dong Dong gone!!' and we'all thought he was just kidding.He said it was real,and I panicked,I began searching his 'would-be-hide abouts'.I searched behind the door,under the bed,under the table.Cant find.And I was going 'OMG,Fu** it,Geez,die alr' .My dad opened the gates immediately and was more frantic than me.Then,he saw it,Dong Dong walking towards the other side of the corridor.My dad called 'Dong Dong,Dong Dong!!'And it walked faster. Like geez,I seriously didnt know terrapin can escape from the house!!

My mom says it was because we called him 'bo ji kia' coz if you guys remembered,he'd his **** removed due to prolapsing.

And,omg,it's really panicky and funny.But luckily he didnt die.If not,I'd be fu**ing depressed.Its like 7 floors down..

It's times like this-their ability to think,navigate the routes,that makes me smile.And gives the weary me the energy to go on.

ps.I know its terrapin but I'm lazy to change..And Phoebe keeps making fun of this 'turtle-terrapin' thing.

(:

2010-05-13T17:03:00.004+08:00

Had Animal Nutrition lecture for 2 hours,Dr Chai 'dedicated' about 15-30mins on diving license stuffs.I've got 4 more companions to the diving license course.Yay!!Coz I might as well take the license now and then in the future,decide what is best for me...So,Wei Chee,Vivecca,Johnson,Ming Hao and I!! divers to be!!

Cell Biology lecture.Fun ,but the terms!!-all those long and latin-y cell parts.But anyway, it's really interesting.Our body,is even better than the computer.The small cells seriously acts like a 'thumb-drive' binding to the 'receptor' and all kinds of cool stuffs just bud from there.Our body is just so freaking amazing.I may want to be a consider this field of work.I'm so excited as I'm typing this.OUR BODY is the smartest thing ever on earth,no any other gadgets can beat that.I'm sure.This is like fufilling parts of my little dream.I wanted to be a scientist when I was in Primary 3.Then businesswoman from Primary 4-6.

One hour break.Kept playing with 'Fiona's'[Yi Yong] Shrek hairband.I wore it,Marc the Green Turtle wore it,Phoebe wore it.Cute!!Ate below Makan place[un-airconditioned place],ordered take away from Makan Place coz we're covalent bonding.We just wanna be together.HAHA

After our break,we had Chemistry.Ooh,fun too!!Except for some really 'abstract' stuffs.

After that,released!!9am-2pm school!!Took 154 to Clementi Interchange,and took 147 from Clementi Interchange to Hougang.2hours?

No school tomorrow,just Sport and Wellness and Interdisciplinary Studies modules.8am-12pm.After that,Tennis!!yay!!

I love Ngee Ann Poly.I love V01.I love Shrek and Co.

Shrek and Fiona.OH GOD.

2010-05-11T22:58:00.004+08:00

I changed my profile pic to Shrek yesterday coz the Shrek has got a weird expression to its face,like scheming and lecherous,checking out something kinda type y'all know.Anyway,it started off a whole lot of freaking funny stuffs and see what Yi Yong wrote.OMG..Dirty Shrek with Green Fiona.OH MY GOD!!

Anyway,today in school,didnt sit at the front but sat at the back with Phoebe and Mandy.Jeovanna beside me.Kinda good to change from front to back in a while,kinda like giving myself a small breather for Cell and Molecular Biology..All those terms are crazy.Why do people have got to use complex words and spellings to make it look more knowledgeable.But its for today,2 hours only.Neither too long nor too short.GOOD!

Anyway,went SIM today,been having 'ban mian' for like the third time in 2 days.Been craving for it.

Animal Anatomy,as usual,Kino didnt dare to touch it and I've got to do the work.screwed up the left knee of the rat and luckily the right side was properly done.Geez,the bones there are so hard and the sounds it makes when the scapel,foreceps come into contact with the bone is like high pitch,kinda,judging its only a small kneecap.Luckily,I didnt screw up the right leg if not=WASTE!!

Went to print anamal anatomy notes and 11.90.WTF

German,fun!

2 in 1

2010-05-11T16:50:00.004+08:00

10.5.10

forgot to print my Animal Anatomy Notes.Used the 'conventional' way..Copy important and side points into a foolscap paper..Bernice asked what happened to my Facebook,it looks really pathetic now

11.5.10

Had Animal Anatomy practical.Geez,the rat body structure is beautiful!!Had to connect to the internet for 30mins.It's raining at NP again!!
GTG german now.

new word.-FIL-F**K ITS LIFE

2010-05-09T21:30:00.003+08:00

geez,
I'd just printed 3 copies of excel worksheet for my 3 friends who cant,for some reason or another,churn out the worksheet.

first 2 was alright,coz we belong to the same group.I mean,I wouldnt want to see them screw up really badly,so,its alright.
Second one,Phoebe!!I had to rearrange everything nicely,linearly,from top to bottom for her,if not I dont think the paper is big enough to accomodate her stuffs.She said she wanna pay me,but who ever charges friends printing services?!Like seriously???!!And the epic catch-She said reward me with a kiss tmr.OMG,I literally L.O.L.ed.Damn she is so freaking funny.But i replied no anyway. I kiss people but not people kiss me.I'm fine with my clique doing that,other than that,hell no(;
it's a light hearted joke anyway.^^ (I believe) ahahahahah!!wtf!

And,what's with printers using up ink so fast?! It kinda suck the ink right off from the ink container when one sheet of paper is printed..Blots my sheet of paper.feel like FIL-Fking Its Life.

when Cons outweigh Pro

2010-05-09T17:32:00.004+08:00

I've decided not to apply for the SPF scholarship and yay,this thing is off my chest!!

Simply coz,the cons outweigh the pro.

pro--the money side.

cons-my youth,my future,my time,my area of interest.

And,I realise my mom is like me lol.Like to keep mentioning about Joyce Joyce Joyce,I think my mom thinks Joyce is a good girl.HAHAHA,what ****!!!!@Joyce,comeon,say some bad words.

Haha.seriously,my mom thinks she is a good friend for me.I quite like her too.She is soooo cute!oh my god.oh I'm straight btw.Am I?oh I think I am.Oh?Yes I should be.Hmm,yeah,should be.HAHAHAHAH!!

Toobored.

Further PWNed

2010-05-09T14:57:00.002+08:00

2010-05-09T14:43:00.001+08:00

Ahaha!!

2010-05-09T14:32:00.002+08:00

Jie Jie and Di Di camwhoring.
Angry at my dad for giving up shitty excuses to avoid calling SPF,when I dont even have the time.Bro consoled me and we ended up playing games.

PWNED!!

.(:

2010-05-09T03:02:00.003+08:00

to think i'd said she was weird for asking them bout 'you-know-what' turned out i'd asked too.but i'm just asking opinions,i dont know why just wanna know how they think.must be some sort of excuse again brewed by my brain..-,- to think i'd even rolled my eye-my signature move when something is lame happened.actually.i'd asked joyce and my police cousin about it only.joyce coz she's from npcc.
Retribution comes fairly quickly.
I love joyce,carmen,gwen.chin hui loads and loads.
Tennis tmr-shagged.
Hurting ribcage,confused mind.refusal to submit to sleeping hours. I am so screwed.
An ant bit my neck on fri while i was playing tennis and now the spot is so sore and darn that ant.it couldn't escape my shoe.

with monetary reward comes a sense of responsibilty

2010-05-09T01:08:00.003+08:00

I received the home team NS scholarship mail a couple of days ago,treating it seriously for like a few days later-today.

Good perks.1k a month when I'm studying,1.2k per sem if I pass all modules,all fees and stuffs paid.Basically,I'm paid to study.Sounds good doesnt it?

It sounds better than the NP scholarship I'm offered to apply,which I didn't send my application in,coz I reckon my CCA is gonna hinder me,and would make my application look ugly and nasty by stupid Koh Chong Peng comments.Seriously,I had much issues with the Kohs from primary school to secondary school.The only Koh that is the best is Joyce Koh lol..Anyway,back to topic.1k per month,just by sitting in air coned lecture theatres,classrooms,practical labs and I get the money.1.2k just by passing all modules for that sem.All compulsory fees paid.Its very tempting.

But the catch,is here.4 years of bond.I need money to study overseas.At least I hope to raise the amount mostly by my own effort..

But 4 years-not long yet not short.
I've done calculations,its not too bad coz at least I'm gonna be a scholarship holder,nice title LOL,its just the scope of work I'm gonna be involved that holds me back from applying.And anyone knows what it means by Junior Officer?what is that?

You see with your heart.

2010-05-07T22:33:00.003+08:00

Had IS module-Sport and Wellness,late by 30minutes.WTF.Marked as absent.Next time if this happens,I'd just take my stuff and leave,no point sitting around doing shit when I ain't gonna be counted as present.Anyway,after that,Idea Jumpstart.Kinda interesting.My team asked me to do one woman show.LOL.I did it,I don't remember daring to speak up in front of a class in secondary school.

After that,tennis with SiYing for 2 hours plus.During self practice,I hit the ball too high and it 'flew' into the private estate.WTH.Anyway,played till kinda sun burnt coz we played from 1-3pm.Then bathe etc etc,3 plus.Wasted time walking around and thought I might as well do something more worthwhile.I went for dialogue in the dark (DID).DID is a place to let the visually unimpaired people experience the visually impaired people life.Man,the Visually Impaired people are brave,it is so difficult to navigate with a cane.And it's so taunting to hear voices [human,traffic,bird(birds sounds do scare me when I cant see)] when you cant see.Its so annoying that when you know you are opening your eyes,but still you cant see.It is freaking scary to walk up and down the flight of stairs,knowing one missed step would cause you to tumble to God knows where.I'd personally seen Visually Impaired staff from DID navigating the overheadbridge.I used to pity these people [coz afterall we have what they dont have-our eyesight],and I used to have this thinking that they cant do alot of thing like what most of us do.Turned out they've got facebook,blog,surf the net etc.
After seeing how they lead their daily lives so normally,it's seriously,an eye opener.Our guide,Wesley was not born blind but woke up blind one day.Imagine that.Anyway,we had cookies and packet drinks in the DID lounge(also pitch black darkness) and I could feel crumbs dropping all over me.
DID sort of taught me to 'see' when I cant see in there,it opened me to a whole new more things I'd never knew about the visually impaired.I salute you guys.

After that,Joyce and Gwen were at the library.Met them and went to the bus stop to wait for Carmen.Kinda funny the way they were complaining bout Np being hot and stuffy and all those stuffs.Had dinner at NP alumni clubhouse.Happy to see them.Chin Hui didn't come,but I guess we'd meet again,no?
Took bus 74 to Hougang mall and we're camwhoring.

VBS V01 FTW

2010-05-06T21:24:00.003+08:00

I love v01.It's like the most united class I've ever seen.After class-we'd wait for each other.During lessons-stronger ones help weaker ones.[same for practicals].And,we hang out during lunch break,usually occupying one long bench to eat together.So,we're now eating 'below Makan Place',forfeiting the air con area [makan place] for each other company.I really love my class

LOL,I told my mom I wanna adopt a dog and she intially told me nicely that dog very troublesome etc etc and I was adamant and she got irritated.LOL,end up I'd to use my graded work to let her sign.I mean if parents see good results they'd be pleased..Hope that worked

^^

2010-05-05T23:27:00.004+08:00

Oh my.today is like the one of the happiest days of my academic life.I managed to do the chemistry sums for the tutorial 2b my mates asked over MSN and I was like 'I hadnt done it,but I'd do it now anyway,since you asked' and I tried and tried and I got the answer.Oh god.I just realised we're all not stupid,just lazy.Oh my god.And I need to thank Bernice and Marc coz they asked and I did it.If they didnt ask,I probably would try,cant figure it out,give up.Instead of just now,coz it was time pressuring to not let them wait so long so I rushed ASAP.Geez..geez.I'm over the moon.I mean coz I wasnt like this in the past.Ngee Ann Poly and VBS V01 had pretty much changed me,though I'm still as cranky as ever and of course,sometimes laziness does strike me,but its really improvement from the past.

I LOVE V01~!!

Arghhh

2010-05-05T21:19:00.005+08:00

Bloody f**k,I hate to be writing wrong stuffs.esp for words like can to cant.It sounds kinda rude to be writing cant.I am soooo shagged now every sentence I type is bound to have extra letters.And I hate it esp. when it's on my blog,its so annoying coz I dont know how to remove them and people would think I'm a retard for blabbering incoherently.

I slept at 12.45am yesterday thanks to Joyce.[@JoyceThank you man!!]and was like so blur when I reached school today.Phoebe was just infront of me looking at me and I took several seconds to register that she is Phoebe and she was like 'LOL'.Then I was feeling like a sucker for not recognising my mate.But,I 'woke up' during lectures,if not I'd be wasting time in class,which if I do so,I'd be better off sleeping at home.

The turtles at NP are very smart.I would love to specialize in small animals med in the near future.

p.s. I saw a partial blind kitten today,was kinda sad for it..It's like eye infection and it'd be blind pretty soon.One of the things animals cant afford to lose is their ability to see..

Oh and,I LOVE NGEE ANN POLY VETERINARY BIOSCIENCE V01!!

Muggals

2010-05-05T19:43:00.004+08:00

Inorganic and Physical Chemistry[IPCH].Oh my god,I remembered I used to complain about molecules and atoms,electrons and all those crap being difficult.Man,how wrong..THAT was just the beginning.Now,I'm learning electrons,orbitals,their 'living positions'.Example,in secondary school,we'd draw the dot and cross diagram to rep. electrons.Now its using 'codes' to explain the position of the electrons.i.e.hydrogen-1s1.with 1 being the number of subshells,s being subshell has 1 orbital,therefore accomodating up to 2 electrons and 1 being the number of electrons present in the subshells.all those stuffs..so,Tc [technitium] would be
1s2.2s2.2p6.3s2.3p6.4s2.3d10.4p6.5s2.5p5.

Anyway,had IPCH lectures for 2 hours,an hour break which we went to SIM,and 3 hours IPCH practicals.After,we went to library at the 2nd floor-lifestyle library.Its like a house of books and entertainment ini level 2.We are even allowed to eat in there,with bubble tea shops like 'each-a-cup'..But going up 3,4,5 th floor,its very quiet.The library is a freaking 4-5 storeys high.Geez.

Anyway,we sort of decided to go Our Space @72 to mug,coz library wasnt cold enough today..Yi Yong and I-we're the most 'hardworking',giggling and taking pics..Marc wanna use his laptop for group shot but kinda failure--his shots.Anyway,Marc and Hui Shan taught me the stuffs I mentioned above and I now catch some balls,gonna revise and do the worksheet later lest I forget it tommorow.

(: cutting edge...rat

2010-05-04T15:57:00.006+08:00

dissected the rat-as usual kino didnt dare to touch it for fear of coming into contact with carcinogens,aint sure if he 'doubled-layered' his hands.so i pretty much did th cutting,snipping,prying,nibbling myself.shiok!i mean the feeling of ending up with a complete,un-screwed rat after dissection is great!but anyway,half the skin is gone-i skinned it using scapel and scissors and th 'skin picker'.but th rat turned out pretty much alright (cant stress that enough.).glad i didnt use too much force on it.feeling of satisfaction.really,th sounds you hear when the skin tissues are separated from th muscles,coz they kinda stick to each other like a filmy piece of thin tissue,when th scissors is cutting th skin.(okay,whatever,I'm Not Sick lol.)And I wrapped the skin in the clingwrap haha.Took lots of pics,told Kino to take pictures of me pro-ly dissecting the rat,he took only the hand doing the job.To think I put on my best smile getting ready.HAHAHA
On the other hand,i kinda screwed up the labwork worksheet,result of being overconfident and hasty to leave class.haha lol.but anyway,what is done is done,i MUST NOT BE CARELESS NEXT TIME!i passed ytd test.7outta10.gonna try harder next time..i want to be reaching my potential,not like primary and secondary school which is totally screwed except for th O levels.
Anyway,ytd tennis was killing.haha pwned one guy and he said 'tolong lah',i aint that good,so he was even worse,and they kept having to do pushups coz they lost to our team.kinda like team one to one volley(dont know how to spell).but it's tiring.and the 169 bucks racket is making my life tougher coz i dont dare to use it to scrape the balls back so i've got to run after it.and even when i go toilet i bring it along.told ya,my new baby.

School is pretty much fun.

@Joyce and Joshua,oh gosh,dont you guys communicate at home?

MOST EXPENSIVE THING EVER.

2010-05-02T17:04:00.002+08:00

LOL,MOST EXPENSIVE THING I"D EVER BOUGHT.

Wilson K-Bold- the series .

-Wilson,you've got me to spent my precious money on you..

Wilson K-Bold,My new baby,so expensive.Like 169 bucks [with the bag] and 150 bucks [without the bag],I got the racket with the bag and 2 Wilson Training tennis balls and 1 can of Wilson US open tennis balls.

My mom says if I play not up to standard,I'd be ridiculed at.Hahaha.BUT , I WONT LEND my racket to anyone,call me selfish or whatever,but I'd seen people scraping the tennis courts hoping to 'scrape' the ball back..My precious baby lol.I'll polish it every tennis lesson,let it shine and glisten.HAHAHAHAHA

muacks muacks love you little Boldy Bold.

Scheiße

2010-04-30T20:53:00.003+08:00

Facing tons of information everyday.Afraid that I'd catch no balls or drop them off completely on the way home.

LOL,what an analogy.

Printed 80 pieces of paper.LOL,siying and I we didnt realise it earlier that powerpoint can have 3-6 slides.I didnt knew computer incl this function.-.-

One week summary

2010-04-27T22:07:00.005+08:00

Alright,didnt post for like donkey years.well,a week ?

Well,I'm gonna summarize my week long of stuffs here

I've got Ms De Roo and Mr Zoller as lecturers and Inorganic and Physical Chemistry and Cell and Molecular Biology is what they are teaching respectively,anyway,they're from USA,Princeton Uni and gosh,they are like high fliers and yada yada.Alright,the point is,they are good looking.I mean,extra bonus for learning too.I'd just realised that I'd keep looking at them instead of the slides so it has become a routine for me to remind myself that --'Yeung Ling,back to the slides'.

And something,I'd just realised I'm stressing myself out too much and school kinda becomes a 'chore' now?Not a 'chore' literally but I feel tired commuting from one end of Singapore to another.Yea,I chose NP so yea...But I'm sure this feeling will pass.

Alright,so the ones I could remember would be the day[academic schooldays]
-Jian Yang taught me to use a microscope and by using,I mean calibrating the micrometers and the magnification of the slides,[it's like the most important thing ever if you wanna learn biology].Well yea,science has never been this great.I remembered I'd always be fascinated by the cells seen in the microscope since P3,when I joined the Science Club,and that pretty much determined my choice of study and ultimately,my field of work.So yea,I know how to use a microscope now.Pretty much a positive answer.

-The day I was late,which is yesterday,26/4/10.Damn,I reached Hougang Bus Interchange like 7.35am,and what i saw literally made my jaw drop.The queue for the shuttle buses were so freaking long,I was stunned and I thought -'Geez,how on earth could I ever hop on to these buses'.Then what I saw lit me up for a minute or so [coz there were 4 buses coming continuously],when I realised I was fifth in the queue and was so positive of getting onto the buses and that was when the shuttle bus service had ended for the day.What luck man!And so I'd to take 151 and I was late by 15mins,yea to those out there who think it's just 15mins,I beg to differ.It's like I missed the parts of the lessons that were foundation.Like how to describe the cutting of an animal,cranial,caudal,dorsal etc.

-The day I saw so many different types of cells etc,it is beautiful,I had a great time drawing the cells out.And FYI,if you know what keeps working and working just to keep the body is good shape,geez,you'd treat it as your temple.It's just so beautiful that these things are there for a reason and it's amazing how cells can work and how they transport proteins etc from one point to another,it's like a Mini FedEx in there and only its much more smaller and probably more large scaled?.Umm,this happened yesterday too.

-The day I played tennis,which is also yesterday.It's fun!MingHao and I met up with SiYing first.Yea,MingHao is from VBS too and is in the same tutorial class as I am,so pretty convenient to have a partner for tennis.And,it's meaningful,running around picking up balls and hitting them or what they'd dub it as 'volley'.Yea and immediately upon finishing the first lesson ,us 3 had decided to get a racquet.Yeah we were pretty much shagged too,yeah and my body+leg massage the previous day [Sunday] was much used up.

-Arrived early and I realised that its either late or very early for me.I reached at 8++am today when class starts at 9am.After lunch,I dissected a rat,a dead one.Yeah I ain't crying anymore coz it's seriously no point,I mean,I was just doing my job-to learn and maybe,by 'sacrificing' two animals I can save more in the future.And yea,I can pretty much say I didn't screw it up,did a pretty good job by not cutting it too deep [we were supposed to just cut the skin-incision],though there were light cuts on the muscle tissue.And one thing,my lab partner,Kin Hou,but I call him Kino coz it sounds cooler,he doesn't dare to touch the rat coz it's preserved in formalythelide[didnt know how to spell it too(:].And,anyway it is a cancer causing reagent [carcinogen] and he wore two gloves to protect himself.Geez,my gosh,but he's a funny dude,from the way he talks,carries himself etc.^^.Its the first time and I'd learn so yea,that pretty much sums up my week.yeah and I'd just realised I got different partners for different practicals,which is good,at least I interact with people and yea,be more open.Gone are the secondary school life^^

Damned

2010-04-21T22:50:00.003+08:00

20.4.2010

they say the lecturer is always right,I should have listened.I shouldnt have grown attached to my rat.She is one of the very fews that showed signs of panic.She was the one that doesnt squeak when I'm cuddling her,though we werent supposed to really put feelings into it,since it was considered JUST only-a test subject..

I'd to draw blood from her heart...I needed to learn..I want to be a vet..I want to save animals,yet,...I was also the one to put her to sleep..

Before I administered the euthanasia solution into her,I threw the bottle on the table,not quite wanting to do it.I cried.It was,afterall,she was just alive and in my arms 10 minutes ago.But,after drawing blood from her heart-with her still in anesthesia state,her heart is literally punctured and she'd be suffering more when the anesthesia solution wears off..And the blood would be filling her body,instead of her veins.I had to do it.

I cried.I can never forget the rat and mice.The rat was so tame though she was a lab rat.I will never forget the feeling of administering that damned drug.I'd treasure life after seeing how animals fight to protect it.Most of all,I am one step closer to my goal,though I may be crying for like the sixth time in a day.Every animal is precious to me.The feeling of losing one is painful,but I'd adapt.I cant let the mice and rat die in vain.

I will persevere.

yo

2010-04-19T23:22:00.003+08:00

shall blog about this before i sleep.woke up at 5.45am today,just to get to school early,i'd rather be early than late..anyway,was there way too early-7.25am .so i went makan place to have sweet soup.ate so damn slow just to pass time and later walked damn slow back to meeting point again.
Went to Hay Diaries after all coursemates arrived..saw the goats being milked etc and the kids (category name of the goats babies).went back to np,too tired,slept on bus.bernice woke me up lol haha.okay so basically we had talks from 1pm to 4.30pm.and i went to have late lunch with bernice,after that went scouring for suitable ccas,i spammed a lot,but i'm interested in tennis only to think i signed up for buddhist society too lol.okay,basically walked about at LSCT compound waiting for the clock to strike 6,went for dinner at alumni clubhouse restaurant..nice food and filling.
Tmr gonna wake up at 5.30am,mrt to outram stn,wait for bernice at the stn,walk to the SGH,find th building.'lesson' start at 8,end at 5.15pm,need to rush back to np before 6pm for german,if anybody is saying i aint putting in the effort,i'd kill them coz literally i'm pushing myself to the limits both physically and mentally,though school is fun,but walking uphill is no-joke and mentally i'm stressed with all my goals!
Gonna put to sleep a mice and a rat tmr..aye,such is life,we are doing it in the name of science ..

Poly/JC entrance to Uni saga

2010-04-17T18:37:00.005+08:00

I know this is a controversial issue but I'm gonna blog about it anyway,since this MIGHT be the last few posts I'm gonna write.

Some dickhead in a JC commented on Facebook that ' KYL.. if u are complaining about a diploma can earn ONLY 1.9k a month den y not u take a A lvl cert n go c how much u are paid.. if u r paid higher den tat.. tell me... i go tell JC ppl dun go uni... go work immediately.... also... it is ok that poly student go uni.. but HOPEFULLY only the BEST AMONG THE ELITES go in... if u squeeze ur way through n snatch our place but u cant make it... the limited slots are wasted...'

Firstly,the A level route is what you opted for,no one pointed a gun to your brain and demand you choose the JC route.And,I was merely stating the facts that a diploma in today's context literally gets you no-where.Unless you are happy being in a small cubicle known as your office-space and toil hard 24/7 without any family hours and the pay you get is meagre.And,true enough,if you get only an A level without qualifying entrance to a Uni,your life is as bad.But I'd always felt that worse is already a serious word,and therefore there is nothing as 'much worse,less worse' with a A lvl or a Poly diploma..Therefore,I personally feel that,if you cant get what you want in the end,in this case,JC peeps-Uni and similarly,Poly peeps-Uni,we are just equally screwed.

And,this dickhead,which we shall name Meng Kiat,said 'it is ok that poly student go uni.. but HOPEFULLY only the BEST AMONG THE ELITES go in... if u squeeze ur way through n snatch our place but u cant make it... the limited slots are wasted...',so here is this guy studying in a local JC but doubting the credibility of our education system-doubting that the Uni admits undeserving people for their course of studies..Irony aint it??And,I'm perplexed,what makes this dickhead thinks that the Uni place is his,is he a confirmed intake?And,since when did the Education Ministry announce that Uni are for JC people to render this dickhead the freedom to openly say it is 'our place'?For all I know,there had been no confirmed route entry to Uni announcements for JC peeps..

And what draws me to his comments is that how he uses the word 'elite'. Elite for all I know,doesn't apply to him,since what usually people would deem elite as would be those really academic high fliers with excellent CCA track records,with a proficiency in certain language,be it German,Japanese,Spanish etc,and with a excellent time management to juggle all their work.And elites are usually the creme de la creme,with positive attitude for learning,welcomes any challenge to prove their worth,which clearly,from his attitude and his obvious fear of competition from the poly peeps,is excluded from the elite category.The only closest category I can think of to group him into is the 'shallow ideas with elitist views'.He is shallow because,he thinks all JC people deserve entry to a Uni and anyone out to fight with them are dubbed as 'snatchers'-quoted from him-'snatch our place but u cant make it..'.If the local Uni accept/offer you a place,it's the confidence they have in you to be able to make your mark in life,and the Unis are acting as a stepping stone to your goals.So,how could anyone possibly think of poly peeps as snatchers and undeserving to get into a Uni?!

So,I can pretty much sum up,that this dickhead-ng meng kiat [which I shan't be bothered to capitalise his surname] is a thing [i don't know what to call him.]with shallow ideas and he's just being immensely afraid his place would be snapped up by us.

To those who are reading this,I beseech you,to take up arms[by this,I mean-buck up on your studies,not literally picking up a weapon and fight him!] and fight this guy using your intellectual capacity-the civilised way.

Addicted

2010-04-14T17:44:00.003+08:00

Back from Freshmen camp!!

Day 1.

Had water games...hmm,it's wet but not that dirty,although my shoe seriously stinks TTM.We played games like sitting on the water bomb bags,'minesweeper',blindfold walk..
--Bomb bags-each team has got to give it all out to play to win 'ammo'/plastic bags which can be filled with water - to 'bomb' people.

Minesweeper was fun,everyone has got to be observant in order not to make silly mistakes like taking the 'wrong' paths and every person must stand in the 'clean'/un-minned' boxes.Failure to do so=water pouring..
Blindfold walk-Group Leaders/GLs would guide the blindfolded us through directions like 'walk right,left abit' etc.Then one GL would feed us a type of food and we've got to indentify it..Luckily for me,I guess correctly.Green capsicum and yes,color must be known too...
Competition between all teams at the NP resdential blocks opposite NP...Basically,we've got to piece all the puzzles together and then eat a bunch of bananas,got to share bite somemore.-.- then everyone crawls through a foam 'pool',after doing so,using your butts to write the word LifeScience.Then,got to boy girl alternate and caterpillar-linking via the thighs.At least we got first so yeah,its fun.
So,the bomb bags were for this purpose,all teams have got to fill up the water bomb bags,and we'd a showdown with all the GLs!!So funny,everyone wet and squirming from being hit by the bag,with water on them..

p.s. learnt some clapping cheers.My god,so paiseh,cant do it.Either too slow or catch no balls from GLs,out of beat with the rest,so my campmates all taught me patiently..But still no progress..

And,Day 1 has got more stuffs,only I'm too lazy to write

Bathing!!5 mins per person only,some girls seriously bathe like as if their hair is 1kn long.-.-

Day 2..

Very dirty.VERY VERY VERY DIRTY games played.
We've got to sit in flour,planta mixture and play captain's ball,yes,sit on the mat with all those shiety stuff and play..Using the egg as the ball 15mins later...
Next stop,is 'char kway teow' .OMG,all those unwanted food from lunch and eggs and tomato sauce and planta and flour and all those seriously disgusting liquid kinda food mixed,and we;ve got to put our legs,our cheeks,our heads,our limbs etc inside..One boy has got egg [raw from the egg] on him.Gonna shink like shit..Then,next stop playing the flour,ping pong balls.Etc etc [lazy to write,but it was fun]

Had talent time show.I'm addicted to Korean songs already!!Danced to Sorry sorry..And Edwin damn pro,solo the whole 'fire burning' himself.And everyone was so high the GLs gave us a one hour dance party...followed by some random stuffs to make sure we were after 3 to go nightwalk..coz according to some legends I read before,12-3am is the witching hours -meaning its the time where people are more succeptible to meet those ~~~.
The GLs briefed us what we were supposed to do and not do in there.coz we are going to the most haunted and oldest block in NP-Block 50,where we are going to have some lectures there,and the GLS even guaranteed me if we dont,in our 3 years there,walk into any of the schools,he'd cut his head and let me sit.Actually,almost all the schools like Business,Life Sci,Film and Media,Health Sci all got ~~~ coz NP was once a cemetery.And the GL,a christian told us he experienced it before and warned us not to take this lightly-we MUST follow the designated paths coz these are the paths the the GLs had tried and find it to be more...safe. Then they told us lots of stories,which I do think its true,coz the railings were painted red,and the LSCT lift that leads to nowhere..etc,too many to spew it all out..gives you a feeling that its linked.And mind you,they really have got to burn josssticks before doing this activity.And according to them,the flame is green and the joss sticks are burnt out like damn fast..

Then,we've got to find a partner.I chose one with partial color blind and ended up having to guide him [I didnt know he was partial color blind intially].I was already scared and I'd got to take care of him.And he wanted to walk fast la.Like FOR WHAT,walk slowly and take it in slowly.I mean,he already cant see that well and wanna walk fast..Some occasions he wanted to walk into those cordoned off areas,make me freak out la,coz those are NOT SUPPOSED TO WALK paths..I personally saw something weird thing at 3 when we were approaching the building to be briefed...So,yeah i think NP is....dirty..after since the octagonal shaped building is gone,taking its place is the Convention Centre..but even with the building there are ~~ inside ,coz some pupils died in NP before,accidents,commiting suicide etc..But,logically speaking,with SP being the oldest ad NP being second oldest,surely got somethings in there one.and somemore,the whole area is soo goddamn huge.Some places at noon are also so quiet,if not for us making noises-cheers/chatting

Then,finally we reached the meeting point...I was so tired I chatted for a while and slept...Before we left,Gls burnt some incense too.Like sort of freaky..

Day 3.

had some games,tidied up our sleeping quaters and was briefed and was dismissed..

C.A.L.Y.P.S.O.

2010-04-11T21:49:00.003+08:00

Hihi!!

Went to AMK today coz Mom cutting her hair..OKay,so went to SportLink and I saw this really nice 'singlet' ,it's thicker than a typical singlet,and from New Balance [rarely do I see nice NB stuffs],nice,nice,the design made me thought it was from Billabong...OOh,later we went to Hougang mall RSH/SportLink?? ,anyway,bought 2 more shorts..And,mom say I gotta use till my Adidas,Nike,and the leather shoes spoil before buying new ones.
And my mom is like worried I wanna go Tennis coz she says I'm not the person who is suitable to use a racquet to play lol.yeah and I've got to admit my aiming the yellow ball is damn bad.Like impossible for me to hit from here to the diagonal box opposite.I JUST KNOW IT.And I think the racquet will fly out of my hand,same when I'm playing badminton,the whole thing just goes along with the shuttlecock sometimes...LOL..

Haha,tmr is camp!!Phoned the guy-he should be our senior and I asked 'if anyone from LSCT can join the camp by paying tmr' for Bernice and in my perfect slang just to get him to say yes,he is such a nutcase,he said 'can you repeat yourself?' I was like 'argh!!Dic*head,you caught no balls after I'm talking for like a good 30 secs?!',sad to say perfect slang aint the answer for him to say yes,..tsk..coz the slots are confirmed...Aye..

Anyway,meeting SiYing tmr at like 6.45am and WALKING ,my god! to Hougang Mall,Hope I dont break out into a sweat if not I'd be like sticky and sweaty..Not nice for first impression uh..And,I'd be wearing a white shirt and a black shorts,screw those who say I'm wearing shabbily.'I'm attending camp and you can hold my jeans if you dont mind' -I'd say this to them! And my bag is so bulky,BaoDong says I can quit being an aunty.LOL.Its preparing for the worst.I am just being paranoid things would go wrong and I'd be left with no clean clothes to wear/no extra plastic bags.Its just one set extra from the suggested pack list..

CAMP!!!

NGEE ANN POLY,VET BIOSCI FOR THE WIN!

2010-04-10T21:55:00.006+08:00

hi peepo!!

Okay,hmm,went to temple today hahahha..LOL..then after that,didi went home [coz later on he needs to attend the NCHS concert at NYP auditorium].So mama and I,we went searching for watches,found one finally at SengKang.Swatch -looks retro and simple and clean [with this brown leather.Looks like the watch was designed by some old sch pro-retro people].I like simple stuffs.(: so anyway,we went to hougang mall to find my sport shorts...But we didnt manage to do that,coz something happened which is like so damn funny.

Okay,so went home and I was 'sayang-ing' my turtles when I realised that one of Jing Jing nail had broken..haiyo,the nail came out,when I gave it a slight tug.she was experiencing slight bleeding and so I became a five minute vet,and my bro didn't want to help me out to be my assistant coz he gonna go out for the NCHS thing and wanna stay clean.-.-..Such a hugeeee vainpot.LOL jk.hehe

Heh.Happy!!Coz I read the Straits Time and,guess what? NP attracts the most students with 10 points and below,and that,we VBS students all are in that group,think so?coz the COP is 10??.I LOVE YOU VBS!!!,and there is this girl,she graduated from NP LSCT bio chem class with 5 overseas [Ivy League] universities like John Hopkins,Oxford etc etc,offering her a scholarship and even the World Health Organisation wanted a copy of her research work.And I forgot which uni she chose but it's definitely a prestigious one .And there is this twin from Xin Min Sec [same age as us] who scored single digit like 5?6? for O levels came to NP BFS[banking and finance]and Mass Com so most probably Brenda will know her--the BFS one.Just random ,itchy mentioning bout Brenda.Hehe..And some from RI,HCI 'jumped ship' to NP.Alright SP received mentioning too,and nyp and tp having one mentioning only,but the cover is the NP twin and the RI & HCI dudes are gonna come to NP and I'm gonna go NP too so I'd just mention NP.SP didnt receive that much coverage too..Or maybe I'm to blinded by the beauty of NP...
--Anyway,I'm happy coz its my poly too and its my first choice.I literally spammed NP courses during the JAE,Vet bio sci,Banking & Finance,Business Studies,Molecular Bio tech,and all LSCT courses except the greenery course,just to make sure I'd really get in.And the fact that NP is able to attract creme de la creme makes me happy.

ooh and because I LOVE NP SOOO MUCH,I think I'm gonna go buy all different color NP shirts.And,I didn't choose to go poly because I don't have to wear uniform,so stop talking bout fashion sense!!!

NP FTW!!
VBS FTW!!!

Oh and I got a nasty shock from a young lizard.And mama was just in front of the bowl where the lizard is,eating fruit.Then I lift the ladle,which is placed in the bowl,up,and I saw this repulsive darn thing--pinkish grey skin,indicating its a young lizard and for a short moment,I was stunned and then I screamed 'OH MY FUC*ING GOD!!' My mom was like no reaction.LOL,she seems to be bothered by my scream rather than the lizard,and that damn lizard went helter skelter for shelter [coz it rhymes so I used this phrase] ,yucks yucks,disgusting.And my mom scared me by saying 'there it is!!' I literally jumped up and 'ah ah ah!!' And,I kept having this shock spasm for like 30 secs.

Too delirious with joy,coz of the NP thingy.so if I've got spelling mistakes ,sorry.

2010-04-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

Joyce says she's gonna come find me,but I think she'd be put off by the long distance soon after..Afterall,NP aint her sch and she aint obliged to come either,doesnt this make sense babbee?

Just now we VBS people had mass chat .Like the largest ever I'd seen.Marc,Bernice,WeiWen,Justina,Zhao Fu,Me,Miaer,Juvenna,Jeovanna, did i miss out anyone? yeah so basically,the topics were changing fast coz so many people were typing and asking questions.So funny,a answer to a question asked 10secs ago would be irrelavant to the new topic 10 secs later.But most of them are having 1-4pm classes on Fri,while me-8-11am..LOL,this aint good news but on the other hand,early end = more time for gym.so yeah...

3 days more 3 days more.I hadnt pack my camp bag..Okay I think my eyelids got heavy suddenly.time to sleep.yay.

Hangrie

2010-04-10T00:11:00.002+08:00

I'm hungry,but I mustnt eat!!Time to pay back after being a glutton for so long.Suddenly my brain produced this image i was eating prawn noodles,then suddenly I seem to have smelled it!!!So scary,what the brain can do.

I'm supposed to sleep but I cant coz I'm hungry..

HEHE

2010-04-09T13:30:00.003+08:00

Yay!!i progressed to cycling and rowing 20mins each,[the maximum time you can stay on the machine is 20 to ensure you dont hog the equipment and depriving others access to it..]And I managed to lift 55kg on my thighs now!!And oh my god,I lost 1kg in one day.Just by swimming and gymming and eating one cup of corn on the cob without butter,I plucked the corn from the cob one by one.And now my poop is yellow.hahahhaha,gross you out.

And I think I'm gonna join tennis-same as Si Ying[Lim],coz Hockey training days is thurs and sat??Si Ying says its best for CCA not to eat into family time...But what intrigues me is that why we've got to pay for CCA?Like I thought all CCA should be free?Its like 150 per sem-for beginners.300 bucks for 10 weeks for competitive.Comparable to tuition.LOL.But mom says if I want then 'sui bian' coz she say I'm too fat and she wants me to slim and know what?-I compared,apparently,Tennis uses more muscle as compared to Hockey=burn more fats,thats what the chart in the gym says so,but the net says Hockey burn more fats..And those need to pay CCA,confirm you want then can get in,coz no one in the right mind would pay for CCA except those ppl with unright mind like ...her and I.hehe

Got my timetable slot..ZZZ,mine is always so slow,others said they'd got slots inserted already but I'd only got 4..So basically,now my slots are all grey [empty] except for Friday,where we have this Sports and Wellness [OH god,the blu-ish shirt] and this Motivational course called Idea Jumpstart.So early start?!And both programmes would be from 8-9 and 10-11 respectively.Hope friday is a free day so I can plan some SPCA stuffs in there.

And saturday!!Why is saturday counted in the box?Don't tell me I've gotta go back for lessons on Sat?!That contradicts Family time!!!!

Thurday = new taboo for swimmers.

2010-04-08T13:57:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 7am just to go for swim and gym..

Went to the pool,decided to just swim butterfly/dolphin ,coz they say abs would be more evident ... My abs !!when i think of my sec 3 abs,firstly,I'd see myself doing 400 situps a day and immediately after,this scene would shift to me going KFC 2 weeks consecutively coz I thought I was already safe from the clutches of FATS and FIT.Little did I know all of them would come running back to me again and I landed myself this FIT shit,which made me ballooned from 62 to ** [aint gonna tell you.]

Oh,anyway,there's this weird man,in light blue trunks [yucks,for god sake go buy a surfer's paradise/Billabong surfing bermudas or whatever it is called to wear man.WTF,I cant stand men in trunks,light colored trunks],he said to me: 'today weather very good'
I was like 'yea..' then continued my swim,when I reach the other end,he was just behind me.!Freaky much!!And he talked talked talked.And he said,you want to see how I lie in the pool?I was like '?!' and he just literally -if you'd watched percy jackson,yeah,that this middle age Chinese man imitating Percy Jackson.Then he ... is such a pain in the asss.

And then ,he left,phew.An angmor came.Old angmor bout 50-60 y.o,and with his aged tattoo,haha,funny coz its all blur and wrinkled with just patches of color indicating the once beautiful-to him image.And there was this chinese guy,you know,before going into the pool,you rinse yourself under the showerhead for a short while [though I never have the habit] and this guy,his hands were inside his trunks all time,God knows what he is touching.*I unintentionally saw his actions,not that I was pervert or whatever*.What wrong with today man.Thursday is not a good day to swim.So after I swam my 15 laps of butterfly,I showered and went to the gym beside..OMG,all the men there,no all the hunks there.Jesus.Holy.Christ!!Lifting 110kg like its a sack of rice!MY god.My eyes were literally popping out..So I sort of had a work out for myself including my eyes,so they are quite strong in their respective sockets now,I must say.

And,my muscle misbehaved.I was lifting this 3kg weight,*yeah I hear you scoffing,wait till you lift it up and see.*And so,I was lifting this thing,and there was this Indian Guy sitting,bored,randomly looking and he just happened to look at me,so I lifted this piece of metal,and all was alright till the count of 25,my left hand muscle wouldnt budge,like,it has got a life of its own,my left arm just straightened out with me still clutching the thing/dumbell and I cant move it ,or rather ,I cant flex/bend it.It was like rigidly straight,Imagine the shock I got.I was like 'eh,why all of a sudden cannot move already??'and then I used my right arm to hit my left arm [to punish the left arm,that's what I'd always do,if I fall,I'd hit myself on the leg ,simply because I cant possibly hit my eye though the eye is responsible for looking out for tripping objects,so the leg becomes a scapegoat.]and placed the dumbell back and I went to do my workouts on other machines..Still afraid my left arm mobility might leave me for good,I went back to try again,this time using 2 kg,Thank god,the left arm can still be used.>Relieved.And there's this SJC girl,gosh she looks like she hadnt been eating for 17 years [i reckon she's probably going poly since she's not at JC and she looks young],she is skinny,very skinny.But,she looks really healthy,not those malnutrition skinny-if you know what I mean,golden brown color and man she can do lots of rowing on the rowing machine,like row row row without stopping.She must be humming 'row row row your boat' to herself to keep her up and going..God knows how many grains of rice she had eaten in her entire life.

LOL

2010-04-07T12:30:00.002+08:00

LOL,went to collect the NP S&W shirt..LOL,Xiao Jun say I grew fatter!Man,eating corn till I'm almost growing to the color of corn alr still fat.Aye,bo bian,go NP then see what remedies/facilities they have to save me.LOL.

Anyway,this year NP S&W shirt is....not nice.Like blu-ish white,like white mixed with jeans color..My mom thought the color was weird.Anyway,this shirt,makes people look fat.Or maybe its just me.

Then on the bus home,we talked about a lot of stuffs like which poly is the best for business,design etc.And the conclusion I have is,--- is worst for business school.With --- being the best coz this poly changes their modules to be in demand with the market..And for design,---is the best.And for IT,--- is the best.Life science,???[unsure]

Another Sense of Mine.

2010-04-05T15:33:00.003+08:00

I dont understand this.Why people have got to skip their remedials.Yes,its torturing/humiliating to sit there and listen to teacher blabbing,[but if you cant escape it ,then face it],sometimes even tempting to leave with your friends who doesnt have remedials.But friends aren't gonna accompany you in whatever you do forever.I just think these people are downright silly.And what's worse,the teacher got to call and inform the parents or older sibling,which I'd thank the teacher for it,although it would really make your blood boil,even for me-the sister,now I know my mom has been taking in shit from me in primary school and from my brother in both pri and sec sch.

Attend your remedials ,if not,think you're so smart?-skip N levels and go straight to A levels.Even 2 pointers go for remedials,much less you..

And,if you think you're smart enough to not go remedials,then score all straight As,not all Ungraded or Fail.

I just cant understand this,wanna go out,go after remedial,this year N levels still honey-mooning.I dont think you understand the seriousness of it all.This exam,will make or break your future..hmm,lets see,4-5 months and you're still not taking this seriously..I'm not saying I'm that great or whatever,but at least one year leading to O levels I was attentive and I didnt dare to even look at the computer,and I completed all my TYS at least 2 months before the Os,but still, I got only 14 for L1R5.As for you, you use the computer without fail everyday, skip your remedials,dont read the newspapers,sms your tuition teacher to say that you're sick when you're having only mild flu.I seriously doubt how well you can score..As your sis,I wouldnt want to put you down,I'd certainly WISH YOU LUCK..But luck alone is not enough,at least not for you.head empty+luck=.....

Sometimes,I wish I can drill sense into people who cant understand sense.I cant understand a lot of things in the world,like why gangsters became gangsters,why do they like to waste time outside almost 24/7 and 'you see me,I see you' and why dont their parents do something about it ,like sending them to a home etc.

2010-04-05T15:23:00.003+08:00

Darn this stupid ants.I chewed chewing gum and spit them off in my basket and I'm too lazy to change the plastic in the basket and all ants come running to the bin for the gum.Eww yuck,gotta get down dirty and stick them off one by one.Scotch tape = sure die way for ants.

I'd been walking so rigidly today,coz my muscle is aching.Its so weird for ppl to turn their heads seeing me walk like this.I jaywalked and had to run coz a car was approaching,I ran with a limp!!Hahahah WTF.

lol

2010-04-04T21:16:00.002+08:00

did 200situps,20pushups,50squats and i've got a dying feel.totally squirmed in bed like a worm.what th,and stomachache.what luck.time to get back to normal weight when i'm pressed for time.lol.

Home run baby home run!!

2010-04-02T21:38:00.004+08:00

Hahahaha!!WTF,I googled Home Run out of boredom,expecting to see baseball homerun and I literally Laugh out Loud spewing saliva on my laptop screen when I saw it was the Raintree pictures 'Pao ba hai zi' poster!!!!hahahah seow fang=Joyce Koh!!hahahahahha!!

I remembered during sec two,we were supposed to have our home econs class but apparently,the 'dirtiest home econs teacher ever' didnt come and so the relief teacher showed us 'home run',then it was like halfway through the show and I blurted out 'eh,this girl looks like Joyce eh'..Hahahahah!!So funny to the max!!
I dont know why but I really like this movie,I think I've got the DVD too.And as long as I see the DVD,I'd be reminded of my babeeee - Joyce Koh Shi En.So fu*kin funny for me now .Laughing as I'm typing!So if my clique ever come again,I'd play this show.

And,the line I like most is

Seow Fang : 'Gege ,wo de xue zi jie ni chuan ba',with Seow Fang giving that damned innocent look!

hahahahahahah!I know I am random.hahhaha!!

:D

2010-04-02T21:22:00.003+08:00

Went to a temple in Geylang just now for prayer services.To tell the truth,I'm very confused as to wheather I'm a taoist or buddhist..Well,I am probably a Universal Religion person!!

Anyway,we walked by this coffee shop in Geylang,OH mY God,stupid old men.If Carmen or Joyce would to go there,they would be nailed by these dirty old pigs.Stupid old pigs.Scruntising the women as they walk pass,seriously,I hope that their **** would rot and drop off so they cant be about Geylang engaging in some hanky-panky with the old/young china hookers.Turns me off to know that sex is traded for money.Cheap sluts,dirty old pigs.

Went to Chinatown to have Foot Massage.Oh my~~it is so damn heavenly..So heavenly that I flew home.LOL jkjk bout flying part.

Went to Hougang Mall to find watches,initially we scoured around Chinatown / Waterloo street for Swatch watch..Then,I realised Marc Ecko,DKNY,Guess,Titus,Hush Puppies design aint that bad either.So that puts me back to square one and I'm beginning to search for watches again!!But didi is like getting his Chevignon watch soon.

I need to consider if I'm playing hockey first,if not,if I get a stainless steel strapped watch,doesnt look quite right for sports.

(:

2010-03-31T23:01:00.004+08:00

Went out to meet the babes + the guys at LRT station to collect our cert.PHSS gave us our cert + Year Book + the calendar.Had breakfast at LJS.Carmen,Chin hui,Gwen and Joyce wanna go Pasir Ris but I cant really make it coz I've got acupuncture sessions at 5 plus so I skipped it.

Anyway,went exploring the Ang Mo Kio area.I sort of miss eating PepperLunch so I went and satisfy my craving.Hehehe..Then I walked past 'CitiSpa' and the people thr were asking me to take this do that,so I decided to take what they give just to shake them off my back.BAD MOVE.Coz the next minute,I was ushered to fill in my particulars.I am sooo stupid.I gave my real HP and I/C number.WTF.How stupid can a person get??-ME.

Anyway,after surviving that ordeal,saw a mini bookfest.Saw 'Effective communications',I thought I'd need that coz I'm too blunt and straightforward and I dont seem to be able to get my message across to people well.Saw another book 'The resume handbook' basically it just teaches you how to write a nice resume and get employed instead of some shitty ones which get chucked before the employer even sees your face.The third and fourth book I got it out of interest.'The complete works of William Shakespeare' actually,frankly speaking,I like just 'Macbeth','King Henry VI part I-III','Romeo & Juliet','Julius Caesar',but I'd like to know more about this well known English Literature dude so I just grabbed the book.The fourth would be the 'The Book of the Last',its like a history book of some sort..Stories behind the endings that made the world it is today.Sounds interesting so I took it too..Paid 44.60 for it.Not a bad price for 4 books-2 thick and 2 slim.so yeah.Gonna read again..Just occupying myself now with reading and outings,lest I get little time to do them when school starts.

2010-03-30T21:51:00.004+08:00

Sometimes,I really wonder if my dad uses his brains.

I forgot the line/mark to print A4 sized paper and he said

'wa,like that also dont know how,the printed paper is so crooked,you can go poly really damn lucky' - hinting I'm stupid.

WTH,go poly and ability to print straight inked papers are 2 different issues.I studied damn hard to get my results and go to NP VBS,so I dont like anyone to question my entrance to poly,Geez,i really hate that.

Its only a goddamn paper and printer and you compare my whole worth to the f**king printer.

Ya la ya la.I may be the most stupid-est kid on earth la,coz I am a tech idiot.So?I need didi help for every technical/computer stuffs.

I hate it when people question my results,like I was lucky to get those results.WTF 40 over thousand candidates and I'm lucky?
I hate it when people compare my whole worth to some thing useless.The printer is a NON LIVING THING,your daughter is A LIVING THING,who would take care of you when you are OLD? the PRINTER or ME?!As if the printer would churn out money for you to use.

Irony-Who would take care of me now if I continue to quarrel with my dad?!Printer or Dad?So I think I'd stop here.

2010-03-29T12:18:00.003+08:00

Oooh,so almost everyone in Ngee Ann Poly Vet Biosci is all perked up for the semester...Future Unis,Future Life plans all included.But,it's good coz at least they'd be prepared to fight which equates to 'I'd not be lazy'...

It scares me that Uni of Melbourne -54k a year!What the F***!my parents aint printin money man!!!54k and 5-6 years ..a good 350-400k.MY god.

And,please please I wanna be a vet.Vet starting pay is more than those usual occupations.like 3-5k depending on the type of animals you specialise in.So good a deal.!!Money pls come!

I've got so much to say but as soon as I tread them into sentences,they disappear.

Every second chance begins with the first step.

2010-03-24T19:21:00.005+08:00

Caught 'The Book of Eli' with Carmen,Chin Hui,Gwen and Joyce yesterday.Sorta impressed with the sudden twist in the story.
Saw kids running around the place playing water.Eww,that isnt public bath and the water is recycled and some are drinking it like water cooler.I'd smack my kids if I ever see them doing that.They shall be clean and neat.

Uh anyway,thanks Joyce for the Christmas present.

Went home at 10.30pm.Caught another movie on my laptop 'Step Up'..Nice movie.I love it.

Anyway,went to bed bout 3/4 am.And I was having 3 continuous dreams.

1st-I dreamt I was starring in 'Step Up'.Hahahahahha WTF!
2nd-I dreamt myself rummaging my own room for Barcardi Breezer.
3rd-Nice one,I shall skip this.

see y'all again soon,on saturday.

2010-03-20T19:31:00.003+08:00

I am utterly depressed on why S-E asians,[never mind the S-E asians] but why me!!!!!!!!,when drinkin,get their face all flushed.
I just downed a bottle of Breezer,[been drinkin it for the past 2 days],but all I get is a shit faced red.Looks like I poured blusher on myself,and I'm not a tad drunk...Well my point here is,;

S-E asians,[in fact most asians except for a few lucky chaps] lack ALDH2,well,that's perfectly alright but the probblem here is,S-E asians risk more cancer than those who have ALDH2,[ALDH2 is supposedly an enzyme that breaks down the alcohol]

*Grumbles*

Should see how Emma Watson down Corona without having to go through shit-faced red..yeah sorry with the Emma Watson here and there in my postS coz I'm now very smitten/awe-struck with her.

I've got no more Breezers at home):

2010-03-19T19:09:00.003+08:00

YoOo!woke up at 12.30pm ,well,I've been wakin up at this time for the past month..Yeah anyway,was slackin around for a lil coz I didnt wanna read any books today.Stumbled onto this site where Emma Watsons was supposedly sayin she at 17 is still a virgin and it's embarassing coz no one wants to shag her.Hahaha!!caucasians love some shaggin.Awwwwww..this is ol' news..

Anyway,met mom at Compass point just to try their prawn noodles.Nice..Barcardi Breezer on sale at $3.20.Jesus Christ,so goddamn cheap,mom allowed me to buy 2 bottles.Love it.I love rums!!Anyway downed a bottle of it and it's heavenly.Imma gonna buy Baileys soon with a pint or two of milk,You'd feel you're on cloud nine..Cold Storage doesnt require I/C for alcoholic drinks anyway.So it's good news for me..

Stop nagging dad,it's not as if imma downing that pint on you.-.-.My money.

Silly!

2010-03-18T14:46:00.004+08:00

Oh man,I'm so silly.I almost smoked my shisha,if not for the fact that our house doesn't have charcoal,which I'm so damn thankful..I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO silly,how could I ruin my brain.Jesus Christ!!I almost did smoke.My God,I cant believe it...

Today....

2010-03-16T20:47:00.003+08:00

I hope,when I enter poly,I'd have the motivation to pull myself to work hard ..Looking back,I'd realised how much time I'd lost playing/inattentiveness in class.

I'm 16 going on 17 in 6months time.And I've only got a few more years to study and it's off to working life for at least 40 years.I hope,I'd work hard enough now so that I would not suffer in my working life.I'd seen aunties in Popular working so hard for less than 1k a month.And it saddens me that if I'm not working hard,I'd probably be in their league.Not that I'm looking down on them,coz we all had the potential instilled in us and it's up to us whether we maximise it fully or let it go to waste.And at 16,I can say that I'd wasted much of my time playing/fooling around instead of studying.

I try not to touch any games now lest I get addicted to it.I try not to spend extravagantly coz I want to travel.I try not to be pissed easily.

Everyone should go listen to Bon Jovi 'we werent born to follow'

I dont know why but I felt I had to blog this.

life is a bitter pill to swallow

2010-03-16T16:00:00.004+08:00

I bought 3 magazines about F1 from Dubai.cheaper than SG!!!it's only 7.50 whereas in some places in Singapore,it's sold for 8.90.._.

Brought 2 more magazines and 3 more books yesterday.I wanna use all this time I have to read as much as possible if not in poly i wouldn't have that much time to read.I dont want to be a 'jing di zhi wa'

this is currently my favourite song from Bon Jovi

This one goes out to the man who mines for miracles
This one goes out the ones in need
This one goes out the sinner and the cynical
This ain't about no apology
This road was paved by the hopeless and the hungry
This road was paved by the winds of change
Walking beside the guilty and the innocent
How will you raise your hand when they call your name?

Yea, Yea, Yea,
We Weren’t born to follow
Come on and get up off your knees
When life is a bitter pill to swallow
You gotta hold on to what you believe
Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow
And that saints and sinners bleed
We weren’t born to follow
You gotta stand up for what you believe
Let me hear you say
Yea, Yea, Yea, ooooohhh,, Yea

This ones about anyone who does it differently
This ones about the one who curses and spits
This ain’t about our living in a fantasy
This ain’t about giving up or giving in

Yea, Yea, Yea,
We Weren’t born to follow
Come on and get up off your knees
When life is a bitter pill to swallow
You gotta hold on to what you believe
Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow
And that saints and sinners bleed
We weren’t born to follow
You gotta stand up for what you believe
Let me hear you say
Yea, Yea, Yea, ooooohhh,, Yea

Let me hear you say
Yea, Yea, Yea, oooohhhhh, Yea

Yea, Yea, Yea,
We Weren’t born to follow
Come on and get up off your knees
When life is a bitter pill to swallow
You gotta hold on to what you believe
Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow
And that saints and sinners bleed
We weren’t born to follow
You gotta stand up for what you believe
Let me hear you say
Yea, Yea, Yea, ooooohhh,, Yea

2010-03-15T01:01:00.002+08:00

Finally back from 2 weeks trip.Not really used to Singapore now,as in,since I know Singapore aint that appealing,like 'sian sian' to be here.I've got 3 years more to go..(:.I'm going to save money and go on holidays alone.I cleared the Immigration Checkpoint alone with my ah ma,who doesnt know a single thing and relying on me.(:

I'd finally know what my interests is in,and some friends who're suitable and some who're not.seriously,coz I got to know myself better [tell me who wouldnt if you dont have your parents on holiday with you.]and by suitable I mean common interests.I wouldnt want people to go on a holiday with me doing shopping coz I'd like natural/educational/historical stuffs,and,I've got a wonderful companion in mind.

2010-03-13T02:21:00.002+08:00

hmm.after staying here for nearly half a month.i realised Singapore is not a big deal as people make it out to be.Sure,it's a nice place,it's my home and it's where(till now) most of my memories are.However,Singapore is not a great deal because,you can get any type of city in most countries,perhaps even better living standards,a nice city can be replicated anywhere,but country size and the way a country is run,cant.not in th near future with our one party ruling.Singapore is too small,too restrictive for us to fully enjoy and understand life.not that i'd fully understood it here,but it's good exposure.Take Dubai for example,you get th same thing as what you would get in Singapore.things are cheaper well at least not for some housing and cars are sold cheap.no one here had ever heard of COE.it's big and beautiful here,lots of things to do and see.even the newspapers here are better.straits time,isn't that good as it seems unless you've read th Gulf News.We,most people in Singapore are paid cheaply.
Australian teens are paid aussie dollars 15 plus plus for an hour whereas in Singapore we get only 3.50.what is this?!aren't we working the same jobs?australians make bigger burgers?and in other western countries,working for a few months gives you money to backpack Europe. In Singapore,working for 2 years without eating would probably get you just there.
All in all.this trip had made me more broad minded.
I'm tired.cya.

2010-03-11T14:26:00.002+08:00

i'd met a future coursemate,who is highly motivated.it makes me ashamed when i see them simply because,i'm not as motivated as they are.i wish my brother could learn from her.instead of being a computer boy with no certain future if he continues to audi or mapling.i need to get a scholarship!!goal for 2010.coz though my o levels weren't that bad,but because of my CCA teacher comments-needs to put more interest in club activities.i'm not entitled one this year (i think).tamade.CCA so damn slacking want me go waste my time,luckily i didnt go there to slack but went home to study or god know what results i'd have obtain.robotics=time waster

integrity vs none & trival stuffs

2010-03-08T22:50:00.005+08:00

i'm pissed..i got my friends their christmas gifts and i haven got any back except for one.it makes me pissed because i felt that i'd been taken for a ride.in th first place,if you had no intention,don't,in th first place,mention it.it doesnt make you look more 'giving' you know..secondly,it's th principles not money i'm concerned with..if you suggested it and we all go with th flow and then we all,or rather you,jolly well follow it and deliver your promise.thirdly,with that 30 over bucks,i can see through a person,at least their integrity.some people can be tested with just that lil bit of money which is,-cheap.and when my mum ask me about gift exchanging,i've still got to lie.wtf..i'd go 'oh it's probably they forgot.'i've got to freakin lie to my mom coz of people who simply cant be bothered but still suggested it.Anyway,on a lighter note,i've brought yixiang and i along with brenda,leather camels.i got myself a shisha pipe too.i'm gonna try it with tobacco.(xiang don tell mama).i dont know if i'd still 'go with th flow' and buy you gifts,most probably it's a no.
Ps.if th above post you think it's you,then it might well be you.anyway,even if you know it's you ,don bother..i'm not interested already.

well vs frog

2010-03-08T04:49:00.002+08:00

after living here for 7 days,(not counting th previous times) comparing Dubai with Singapore,i think Singapore is not that appealing..yeah yeah,no offence to patriotic people-,-.in Dubai,things are cheaper and th quality of life is much much much more better..in Singapore,things are expensive,way more expensive and blah blah blah,no gums,fines.zzz.it's good to get out of th country once in a while,(thanks to uncle Lance) to see how big th world really is,instead of staying cooped in little red dot..i'm gonna save money and travel th world.Singapore is just too freakin small to satisfy me.seriously i wonder who's behind all Singapore priced items.-,-yeah yeah i didnt mention any names so dont round me up.

Day 7

2010-03-06T00:48:00.003+08:00

Went out to Sharjah,Umm Al Quwain..went to Baracuda resort and had some lil stuffs for lunch..Went to a place that sells all alcoholic drinks,saw some Muslim men in their long white robes in it too..'are they even allowed to drink????!!' anyway,had dinner at Singapore Deli.singapore hawker food are soooo much better...Singapore Deli is also not bad lahhh.

day 6

2010-03-05T03:20:00.004+08:00

went to dubai festival city today -cafe ceramique,to paint ceramics.(name says it all)i painted a small penguin,bout the size of my forefinger...took hours to paint it.very theraputic if you're bored and wanna have a sense of satisfaction.kokoe bin painted another penguin.would be meant for one of my loved ones..secret first.took pics infront of th 'private yatch harbour' during sunset and with th dubai landscape as background..anyway,went to Thai House with uncle Lance,kokoe bin and ahma for dinner..uncle Lance bought me and ahma scarfs..chilly nights in a Desert Country.

day 5

2010-03-04T02:43:00.002+08:00

went out at 12pm today..went to cafe ceramique ,found no ceramics that i wanna make,so we went to th ground floor to have sushi for lunch..not bad though..went back home and i went for a swim..zzz could sprain a leg while swimming?well,actually i wasnt really swimming coz i was jumping and prancing about,sometimes dancing to Taylor Swift songs,coz i've got my handphone media player on..saw a pigeon drinking by th poolside.i held my breath and swam from one end to another,quite decided on touching th bird's leg when my breath failed me!i 'shot' up for air in front of it.haha i gave it a good heart exercise.yes,me is a vet wannabe.Muahaha!anyway,went up to get dress and i peed in th lift,jesus.i was wet,from swimming and ~ imagine it yourself.being th good singaporean,i cleaned up after myself.it's a lil bit only,i did it for fun.wore a dress for dinner with uncle Lance,who'd just returned from Saudi Arabia ..gonna accompany kokoe Bin to th airport later to fetch to-be steward(ess)es,at 1.30am..

Day 4

2010-03-03T02:04:00.004+08:00

Did nothing much today coz it was raining in Dubai.Roads here arent made for rainy seasons thus it can be quite slippery and,the cars here seems to be rushing,to put it crudely,it's as if they rushing to be reincarnated.Crossing the road alive is a blessing.No wonder,i think the origins of the phrase 'count you blessings' --should be from these types of places.Anyway,I went swimming in the rain and it was freezing cold..Went out only in the later when kokoe Bin gotta go Emirates building for some admin matters and she asked me to sit in the drivers seat just to pretend i'm the driver coz it's a no parking without driver there...Shiok!!!

I saw one 25dirham camel.If i'm buying 3,it'd be 75dirham which is bout....30sing...So small only...-.- so i'm keeping a loookout for more camels.Oh,i tried camel milk today,its expensive but I think I got the wrong flavor.Should have took originals instead of saffron.Saffron tastes so weird....

anyway,time check..its 2.09am in Singapore and 10.09pm here in Dubai.(:

day 3

2010-03-01T22:18:00.002+08:00

went to aquarium Dubai today and saw sharks and all other exotic fishes.nice.took pictures in front of th Burj Khalifa .majestic.haha tallest building in th world.went Cinnabon to have lunch and home.Heading to Spinneys-local NTUC a while later and some people,who didnt know i'm overseas,smsed me and i'm not gonna reply- for the time being.

day 2

2010-03-01T01:13:00.002+08:00

went to BurJuman and CityCentre today.clothes are nice,but sadly ]': had some cinnamon rolls and hot choc ,cinnamon rolls were ~heavenly,hot choc tastes like milo without milk-,- i can make it myself too...went to a tourist souvenirs shop,saw one fluffy camel which i promised to get Brenda,but i didnt buy it ,going to more other shops to see soon,but i will definately get a camel for her,coz since i promised her,shouldnt 'go back on my words' noble moral me-,-''.*saw one Lee Cooper's tee,but i dont know if Didi will like it so I didnt buy it 45 dirhams=18sgd good price for a Lee Cooper?*saw one L.C for myself,material wise its good but i gotta think wisely.so Xiang,if you see this,sms me.+so if you didnt see this in time,not my problem+:] went to the gym and swam in th late afternoon like 4 to 6,lost my baseball in th pool.dont know how it got lost too,probably i threw it over th wall,out to th street.crushed a worm to death.saw a bird who broke it's neck.had dinner and coke and eclairs..nice city lights here in Dubai.good night.=]

day 1 part II

2010-02-28T13:22:00.006+08:00

since i've got a lil time here,shall blog bout yesterday 27.2.10, lest i forget when i return..went to Atlantis yesterday,holy god,the place is so MF beautiful,there's a whale shark,named Samy,i think,it's as big,if not,bigger than a Nissan Cefiro,how cool is that!? And we went into the lost chambers,fishes of different sort,different sizes,if you could see how big a grouper can be,i assure you wouldnt dare to eat curry fish head again.so anyway,yeah,the Atlantis was just built,bout 1 year ago?,and it's on reclaimed land,4 years ago when i was there,it's nothing but sea.buildings in Dubai keeps sprouting out like mushrooms and most of them are magnificent.okay,so after that,we went to Singapore Deli,a place that supposedly specialises in Singapore dishes,well,it wasnt really that 'singaporean-ish',but the chilli burnt my tongue off.yeah,th most singaporean-ish part would be th MF hot chilli.went back home and it's gonna rain soon!Dubai rarely rains but since th sandstorm is around,it would rain.yeahi Dubai is having sandstorm,it rains.Sandstorm subsides,hot weather is arriving. P.s there are a lot of high end cars here in Dubai,seen countless Ferraris,Porsches,Maseratis etc.and cars here,big ones,7 seaters cost just 5 to 6k SGD.and you can sell your car as and when you like it,like trade.

day 1 part I

2010-02-27T13:02:00.004+08:00

7hr30mins flight.my god,i swear by Emirates.the stewardess and stewards are so MF beautiful and handsome..got one stewardess sizzling hot.and another steward,looks like kimi raikkonen.yeah ang mors.Emirates=Multinational.and of course,they were serving our row.i feasted on their looks hahahahaha!breakfast and dinner was yummy.except th salmon is a lil too smoked.i love Emirates,now my eyes are tired from feasting.Anyway,it's only 9.30 in Dubai when its 1.30pm back in Singapore.

2010-02-26T13:07:00.002+08:00

Female doctors are soooooo much better..(:
Down with flu again.Went to see doctor.

and..must sleep again.):

I wonder why emirates is not at T3.okay..I go sleep again

2010-02-25T20:16:00.002+08:00

Its tomorrow!!haha I'm taking the flight at 27.2.10-0130am,witching hours..Yoo!!i love window seats.I love taking night flights!i love going to their toilet and explore.I love talking to the beautiful stewardess!!I love taking the free toys they give as collection!~~~~I love peering down from the plane and I can sometimes see some lights!!

7hours and 30minutes of flying,I'm gonna be a plant,rooted to my seat,maybe will get piles too..who knows,I'm gonna empty my bladder before flying lest I trouble myself

2010-02-25T15:18:00.003+08:00

I just realised that in VBS,I'm still pretty much linked to chemistry,coz of all the acids and bases,transition metals,redox.Hahahahahaha,I'm so screwed,need to take them out to at least look through again.Its not kiasu la,but I almost forgot all already luh...

But at least its better than business studies etc,coz of all the mirco/macro enocomics and POA..Haha oh well,oh well oh well.Joyce you are screwed!!!

I had a dream yesterday,scared the freak outta me,I dreamed myself scolding myself for going to a poly,then another scene show me looking at myself wearing a JC uniform.crazy...LOL.I dont think I'm regretting now.^^

2010-02-24T17:12:00.002+08:00

Oh noooo,I can sort of feeel the 'storm' brewing..

Haiyo,why like that.Friends are for life !!! Well,unless the friend is like 'her'.My primary school mate whom I was so reluctant to let go.Thinking back,luckily she didnt want to friend me..Tsk tsk,bad influence,if not I think I'd probably be out in some gang holes having sex and doing drugs.Okay luh,exaggerated lah,probably out stealing or smoking luh.Phew,heng ah heng ah!!!

okay so,,just treasure good friends^^
dont think too much uhh..

2010-02-24T12:18:00.002+08:00

so glad i did went home after the movie yesterday,on the bus,i could feel myself heating up,no handsome dudes,but i'm having a fever.so i went to see a doc instead of waitin.fever was at 38.4 degrees.went home and just laid on the bed.i dont even have the energy to move.my head is steaming.literally brain fried.haha.-,- ate a little and had med.vomited though..i went to sleep at 7 and woke up at 12 the next day.my mom told me i've got 39 plus fever when i was about less than one year old.my cousin passed it to me.jeez,after yesterday ordeal,i'm so damn glad my small and soft brain isnt steamed at that time.probably it did,probably my IQ is much higher [maybe 180 fried alr become 120..] i thought i could die ytd..

Oh and my previous post,i realised i should use 'I' instead of we.its like i'm dragging other ppl i dont even know exist down.haha.

2010-02-22T23:19:00.003+08:00

I seriously don't know what is wrong with me.One minute I'm saying 'I'm gonna slim',like th other numerous 'i'm gonna slim' blogposts,another minute the motivation dies out and its back to 'yay,FOOD!!'

So,my mom along with dad was saying that I am one of those 'keep saying wanna slim,but its untimately NATO [for those of you guys who don't know,its No Action Talk Only]' And yes,I'm also sick of myself saying that.

okay,this is just my ramblings,I don't know how I can get it done in 9days in 08',but it's definitely the best moments of my life,looking at yourself with tight abs,unlike now,horrible,terrible and disgusting,I was lambasted with 'you don't look good in anything.' well yes,I agree,well to fat people like me,who happened to blog hop and 'jumped' here.Don't flame me for this...

But you and I,we both know,the situation we're in today,we've got nobody but ourselves to blame.We jolly well know the consequences of over-eating and not exercising yet we did it.We jolly well know the importance of exercising but we're too lazy to do it.We jolly well know the negative effects of 'I'd start it tomorrow' but we still did it.

And I was thinking,yeah my mom was right,I'm horribly out of shape when i'm just what?16 going on 17 and it's one of the best moments in my life and I'd let fat ruined it and yet I'd steal-pick food.yeah serves me right for that.I'm just so FUCKING over sized because of my own doings.And,its easy to eat,yeah sure!All you do is just stuff and stuff your mouth with food and lay there not moving,or if you do,it'd be more eating with more exercising.Certainly sounds like the perfect way isn't it?eating and not moving,sounds like king treatment.But,the damned ill effects set in and you've got yourself a fugly body.

And,to my friends out there,if you guys happened to see this and wanna post some 'motivational words' to help me,I'd say,save it,it'll just make me feel even disgusted at myself and trust me,I ain't worthy of that.I shall shame myself more someday

oh,and to mum,I'm sorry I'd said 'you're a perfectionist parent' when you're not.You're just trying to 'provoke' me to slim when obviously,encouragement with 500bucks doesnt even help.

So,I'm FAT with sudden outburst towards my parents.Double penalty.

crazy old lady makin my day.

2010-02-20T18:24:00.005+08:00

haha.ridiculous lady scolded me on a train.th reason being,i looking at her for too long.when th fact is i merely glanced at her for not more than 3secs.and she,havin a screw loose,said'don tink i dont know you looking at me,see see see,what's there to see?' lol .wtf,i was like ?? Merely a glance.and if she wasnt lookin at me.how would she know i'm lookin at her?just that glance only.zzz not as if i was staring hard into her eyes.it is these times that i wish i've got th merdusa deadly glaze.haha crazy old lady.and after that,she was trying to take a peek at me to see if i was still lookin at her.wtf.but she being a lunatic,made me laugh.

2010-02-18T14:23:00.004+08:00

Am so freaking bored..think I gonna have depression soon if I continue,haha,going Dubai on 26feb so its like a breather from lazy life..But the only fucken thing is gotta wear swimsuit,coz I would be spamming swims there haha!!!eww

Yeah,gotta buy stuffs..
Brenda and her ugly black toy.haha kidding,but I feel like buying smth ugly to 'eee' her..Yay,everytime I think of her,I'd be thinking of Lim SiYing,ZhangMi and new course mates coz we're in th same school/poly.

probably gonna come up with some notes or sorts to make sure I do not forget gifts..

okay,for now,it'd be Starbucks on Sunday with Angmor kia and cheena kia..

p.s too lazy to link..just click on the tag board to access..

2010-02-15T15:42:00.002+08:00

woke up at 11 today,lazed around and had med and went to sleep at 12 plus till now.aww,body is aching and now its mild flu and throat hurts th same..bodyaches make me lie in bed so boring .^^ okay wishin you guys 身体健康! And now i cant go for e3 steamboat tmr =( later spread to ppl..
Ps and as i'm lying in bed,i can hear one guy singing karaoke and its a sad song.-,-'good choice'

cny

2010-02-14T22:31:00.002+08:00

takin a dump for th fifth time in a day.funny,i didnt know i'd so much crap in me.-,-.it hurts man!having sore throat too.damn lucky for that.went to grandma house for visiting,Cousins are more 'open' now,used to rmb they're those sit in one corner and not talk type,having said that,we too.however,today was fun.one of my cousin is finishing year 3 at nyp nursing.i guess all th presentations had 'taken a positive toll on her'.weird that all relatives commented on my decision to go np.i don mind th distance ^^.at least its for that 3years only,not like its 30years haha..like my frens staying in hougang/sengkang area went to vjc,njc,acsi etc,for them its th quality education that matters .why mind th distance when probably next time you gotta go overseas for work?giving up th chance coz its far?haha.and i don tink its boring sitting like a log in th bus for 1hour or so coz i've always loved bus rides,looking out and listening to music.th only cons i could think of right now would be joining a cca that ends at 9 and going home at 10 plus.scary walking home alone since night le got ~. and besides,i like np ttm and i don think that two hour or so of travelling to and fro is going to put me off.

2010-02-13T20:13:00.002+08:00

hehe i don get it why Victoria JC tennis is free but Ngee Ann gotta pay $150..Like totally wastage..I don even know I'm sure if I'd like it for 3 years and racket?.So good lor,angmor one is free still join th VJ knights,haha funny!!scared to stand on others de shoulder.But I love her for that,dan small small.^^ haha if is me,I'd crumple onto the floor and beg to be stepped on instead of climbing up like monkey.Haha oops.oops

CCA i'd probably join..

Hockey Club
Tennis
BasketBall
Fencing
Diving
Shooting
Volleyball

maybe if I 'not in the right state of mind' at that time when supposed to choose CCA,I'd take uniform group and torture myself.hhaa

wonder why i post so much posts?coz I'm too bored and Mediacrap don have any nice shows.haaa

2010-02-13T19:23:00.003+08:00

yoo!!Just had reunion dinner..^^ yummy..This year was a lil different coz mom ordered 'pen chai' or all the ingredients inside a claypot..

Initially I was like ,'~~why the sudden change?Got abalone?got sea cucumber?got what I'd like?which is namely all the seafoods'
then my mom was like 'eh,you think its cheap ah,$150 for such small pot okay,and is for good luck ,don anyhow say bad things.coz the ingredients inside was supposed to be of a same pronunciation note as good luck verses or smth[aiya,I also dono how to explain la,ask your mom man]'

that shut-ted me up coz my mom would reiterate about the CNY being so important and yada yada yada^^.

Hmm,but its yummy after trying it today.^^,but I'd still prefer what we usually have for reunion dinner coz
1st-abalone bigger instead of just 2 small ones..mini version sia,though its cute.

2nd-'dishes in claypot' is kinda dry dry type.I miss sharkfin soup.

3rd-the prawns are like so small,usually they will label it as XL in NTUC,but NTUC one is like -.-...wait till you've seen only 4prawns that make 1kg,I'm dead serious bout the size as I follow my mom to wet market at ChinaTown to buy de..I miss mutant prawns..Like so shiok sia,i'd hold the prawn and pretend it was a gun,shoot my bro..and prawns cook le will shrink a little de.

okay happy Chinese New Year!!

hectic days

2010-02-13T13:22:00.003+08:00

12/02/10
Met Carmen,Gwen and Joyce plus ZJ and Daniel,went to Pei Hwa after that..Hmm blah blah blah,saw Ms Tan and I must thank Carmen for this,haha,she told Ms Tan I want a hug and Ms Tan was like 'come la come la'..Hehe so happy..Went to Dhoby Ghaut with Carmen and Joyce and shuttled between Cathay and GV at ??? and Plaza Sing respectively...Decided on Cathay at the end and watched Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief..Cool!!I used to like Ancient Egypt,Greece and Rome history,got no time for them now anyway,but I still like them,it's better than reading irrelavant tabloids.I like history generally...went to Hougang to have my dinner while Carmen watched on since she don't wanna eat.Went home and was greeted by silence.Parents went to ChinaTown,Bro went out with friends..went out again to meet parents.haha glad I went,mom brought another 4 scarfs for me,so now I've got 5.shopped and looked around,more of soaking up the festive season atmosphere and surely,lots of greasy bodies rubbin against each other but I'd always squeeze and despite my size,I must say my squeezing skills aren't that bad.Went to hougang green for some groceries shopping and went home at bout 12 plus..My turtles were like hungry,I don't know why I know I know they are hungry but I just know it[forget it if you catch no balls] but despite me being so tired,fed them with pork and bathe them and let them sleep.love them ttm.

13/02/10

too tired for anything,was supposed to pay respects to my grandma [mother's side] but was too tired and mom left without me,slept till 11am,then was pestering bro to do the ironing and we decided to 'split the work' I did ironing while he hung the clothes etc since our parents went out to buy more stuffs and one piece of another wooden furniture,I'm lazy but I'd iron only when there's water in the iron..makes ironing easier and clothes straighter.

okay,happy Chinese New Year guys!

2010-02-09T21:25:00.005+08:00

Two short clips show Pastor Tan asking church member Joseph Wee about the time he was a Buddhist in the 1980s, including a short stint as a monk.
Mr Wee described chanting words he did not understand, and his frustration at not getting answers to his questions about attaining nirvana - the Buddhist state of enlightenment.
Pastor Tan drew laughter from his audience with his remarks on the chanting, and compared Mr Wee's effort to seek answers from his mentors as 'the blind leading the blind'.
In a third video clip, a woman claimed she could recite an ancient Buddhist chant even though she had never heard it. Pastor Tan suggested that the words had been put into her mind by 'demons'

Then my question is-if the woman heard a voice in her head asking her to praise God or Jesus,which she did,and starting speaking in God tongues/language,would the guy say its the work of demon?

I was so pissing mad seeing this.
It is these people that will jeopardise the racial and religious harmony that we have always enjoyed in Singapore.

'One piece of rat shit,spoils the whole soup' .[direct translation from mandarin]

2010-02-09T20:01:00.002+08:00

i love my CK Be.i actually wanted a CK One,its for females,but i find CK Be more nice smelling.who cares if i am using a guy one,like too bad th female one is not appealing enough for me to really spend 50bucks on.oh and when I've got th time,i'm gonna blog about high bus fares,ridiculous.aren't we (poly ppl) not students to enjoy what th jc ppl enjoy?

2010-02-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

survived on 2 spoons of oats today and 1hour of exercise like sit ups,legs lift and not feeling hungry.thats how much 'energy' i have in me.anyway,will be going www tomorrow with shuangling and yay,get to swim around th shiok river while having fun..certainly hope that i can to slim down in time,before i leave for Dubai..getting sick of having so much clothes in th wardrobe but only a few fit.

2010-02-05T21:56:00.003+08:00

i think humans are "weird'.once humans slip and not 'buck up' they'd continue to slip further
I was looking at my primary school report book yesterday and i've found out something.i used to score 76 to 86 for primary 2 subject,then in primary3 i maintained,albeit a 65 for science and primary 4 i worked damn hard,harder than what i did for o levels coz i wanna go EM1.which i did.in primary 5,i slacked and my maths from 76 dropped to 60,which i didnt bother to clarify doubts,piling them higher and higher,and ultimately,i failed in prelim and got a C in maths for Psle.and for secondary school it was the same although i didnt score that bad.my luck must be really bad during psle.so,i'm determined to not let my results slip again in poly.if it did slip i'd pull it back up.^^

And,just read th papers and a china woman with Aids is in Singapore,news is on the wan bao or something.so,be really careful,she's like classified under those 'danger' mode,maybe shag le then kena type..so men,please hold your penises and not shag every woman in sight,not all woman are clean..like this woman,die liao lor.men shag her ,then men shag their wife,men also shag other women,yucks.yucks yucks!.seriously,i hate guys who cant keep their dicks in their pants.and,this china woman is 'missing' probably hiding in some whorish place.and most importantly its freakin disgusting to think that it'd be a cycle of sex and aids.and after hearing this, i'd make sure my husband to be go do a damn detailed check up for dieases.

2010-02-04T15:21:00.003+08:00

I love Okto animals night ^^
Actually I hope they'd screen more documentaries rather than those 'lao auntie' Taiwan dramas so damn fucking long.like one I remembered was screened for 3 years alr!and the actor subsequently made 3mil out of that 'longevity' show.If I'm the producer,ahahhaha,'auntie' films all CUT CUT CUT.I'd screen only documentaries,CSI,And some idol dramas to let teenagers salivate and spoil their TV and parents will buy a new set,the TV economy will booom and they[media] will thank me for that...

Hahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahaha..

Well,hmm,people ask me why I don wanna work and,well,its pretty simple.

Popular scared the shit out of me and you know 'phobia'?
my previous sec2 job i took 2 years to overcome that ..and now this.I dono la,but really too tough,damn tough,maybe for me,but I"M NOT THOSE Spoiled Brats or what but to me,I think its really tough and is the Cindy ask me rest so I might as well quit,but anyway,let's not repeat that story again.

secondly,I'd have no free time,coz for all I know,leave is given by your 'head'.
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Okay,I've kinda decided the laptop I like after Brenda says Sony Vaio isnt good yada yada yada,I'd get HP instead and have my laptop bag customise..That is,if I can design something cute for my mom to have it done by the people,told Brenda a lil to late and she brought the laptop case alr-.- WHY BUY WHY BUY so early^^

2010-02-04T15:08:00.003+08:00

Damn,I'm like so *in a dilemma*,mama says if I tidy my room she'd give me $50 [same for Didi],anyway,feeling lazy..Aww,that time that $500 to encourage me to slim down kinda flew away alr.Jeez,myself to blame..

And,my relatives,my god,imagine if they ask me 'aiyo,why become liddat?!'
Then I'd say,'oh,its the O levels stress,ate too much'.
haha but seriously,I don even know what to do,I cant find my motivation to slim..Sec 3 one was much more easier seriously,Didnt knew how I did it man,like 9days 7kg gone,its not like I'm anorexic or bulimic that time.Seriously,hope to an extent I'd get that and I'd be put off by food so I don't eat.Like only 11 days left and I'M SO ~~~

Motivation come to me..Haha.I'm crapping...Off to tidy my room and hopefully I'd slim,but not putting too much hope for that,just wishin to get my $50 since I'd alr let that $500 slip away.

and I'm going WWW with KKK this sun..Neutral attitude coz I've been like there twice in 2 weeks..And,totally freaked me out..The rides..

I cant wait for poly to start,freshman camp,orientation,sounds pretty fun...and I'd get to play with the animals,well not really play but~~

2010-02-01T13:46:00.002+08:00

Geez,and the Vet fees are so expensive,seriously,I wonder how did those vets become vets??Rich parents?scholarship??My god..Few hundred thousands in Aussie or UK dollars man!!If all change to one dollar Singapore Coins,I think I'd probably swim in a pool of money or rather,killed by the weight of the money.OMG,few hundred thousands,and my dad say he can,suddenly so doubtful of his words,and is freaking me out ,scarly if cannot..*i can see my future gone*,I'm sitting alone,thinking and thinking and pondering and thinking...My god !!WHY DONT Singapore HAVE VET COLLEGE??!!WHY must we let the aussies and britons earn it?and it's so ridiculously priced.I tell you guys man,if one goes to the vet college and fails,if is me,I'd go and DIE!!Waste money = waste time =waste life.

okay,bye daddy is back.

Late Resolutions

2010-02-01T12:54:00.003+08:00

This is like a Lil too late,but anyway,resolutions

1. Study hard and smart.
2. Score well for modules.
3. Despite all the muggings,I've got time for family and friends.
4. Be a vet or Bio sci Researcher.[still thinking..Year 2 then think again]

please please please God,although I'm not a Christian,but whatever la,
or this,
Please please please Buddha ..anything man,I respect both..

Anyway,Please let me continue my studies at a UK college after I graduate from NP VBS..Please ,I don't mind Australia also.
Its either.

University of Sydney [Au]
University of Cambridge School of
Veterinary Medicine [UK]
Faculty of Veterinary Science, University of
Liverpool [UK]..I don't mind Liverpool,although I prefer Man Utd more in soccer..
Royal Veterinary College [UK]

Please please..PLEASE!!Bless me Higher beings..Bless me to be hardworking,sociable,all the skills I'd need to survive poly.PLEASE!!!!!I'm BEGGING ~~~!!!

2010-01-31T18:33:00.002+08:00

Yay,my mom bought me Levi's!!Like finally can wear one.Major happy.but the shape .~~..And one Porter Shoulder tote bag..My bro buy damn lot of things at one go man..But really,my lower body super ugly man,*Levi's and Lee's flying away*..Then,finally got one Levis can fit..Major Happy,got beanies and scarf,wear nice nice to NP everyday^^..haha i too delirious le...siao liao^^

major happy

2010-01-30T22:31:00.002+08:00

i love ngee ann to the max.even before school starts,i've got msn and facebook chatting buddies..^^..i am glad i'm in the same poly as brenda,lim siying,zhangmi..

2010-01-30T19:46:00.002+08:00

My mom just bought me a beanie.Haha major cool man,I'm gonna wear it on campus everyday^^..Also the scarf...20 bucks,mom says I better wear it or she's gonna kill me...Love mama,I cant wait to start school!!

Oh oh,and I've found 3 new ppl from VBS,on close terms with one..By close I mean on MSN everyday,,anticipating school.NPNPNP!!!Most ppl wanna be a vet only me the kuku wanna be a researcher...

2010-01-29T10:14:00.003+08:00

28.1.10

Woke up at 10 and used the computer all the way till 2...After that,went hougang mall to eat and later took 74 to Ngee Ann Poly^^,to wait for Brenda.So anyway,reached there too early,bout one hour earlier..coz that was my first time taking 74 so I gotta see the time..Okay,so at the bus stop thr,was being approached by a student to do survey.then so paiseh,he ask me which poly I'm from then I was like no,haven yet,kinda 'hanging in midair type'..Okay,then finally Brenda came out,gosh 5o'clock sun is sooo hot..Went Junction 8 to shop first,then found nothing,So went to AMK hub,my god,she really can buy man..I saw some items which I quite like,like the beanie and hair band,I'll bring my mom and ask her to buy for me.^^.Okay,here's the funny part,later we went into the toilet,then Brenda and I was like ,why got so many urinals,like surely not for girls use,but despite that,we gong gong go in,hoping to find more cubicles we could use..then got one guy said 'Oi',then we all was like 'OMG' then rushed out.haha.Tamade,didnt even struck me that we'd went into a gents.hahaha..funny.out with Brenda is fun..Like in 3months time,we will sort of be in the same poly but diff. courses..Those in different poly even more diff):

p.s.I took my turtle to see the vet..Then the bill was like $34,cut nails plus give lotion wash leg,I really wonder,the turtle life is like sooo good,eat got pplfeed.Bathe got ppl help..but the sad thing is life forthemsure must be bored coz they cannot go out and play soccer or balls or skipping and they cannot study..Everytime I go to the vet,I'd like be sooo excited to start school at Ngee Ann.

2010-01-27T10:38:00.003+08:00

Got my posting results today..

MOE:KHOO YEUNG LING,you are posted to NGEE ANN POLY .VETERINARY BIOSCIENCE (N90) under 2010 JAE..

haha,was sleeping so took a glance then sleep again,then later Carmen sms me,then another messageso woke up to reply..

Anyway,my Jing jing bit Dong dong on the leg and now my dong dong nail is broken right at the nail bed..Gosh,no wonder,he's like every few minutes rub his leg against the container wall,must be hurting like hell.Mama ask me to bring them to the vet..Give them vitamin jab and dong dong must cut nail.hahaha..

Fun day

2010-01-22T23:01:00.006+08:00

met WeiSiang,LiKeng,Alvin,Gen etc etc at 10am today..Was informed there that WWW opens at 1pm...Went Ehub to 'slck'..Nicholas lost his I/C,[in fact everything] so he couldn't get into the pool 'house'.Likeng and I,being good friends,xD,accompanied him,walking around Ehub till 12 plus.Went to the arcade beside it,Weisiang,having itchy hands,banged the toy machine,a box kinda fall out of place and Nic 'donated' $1..Box dropped immediately.The guys gave me two small towel,like Stitch and Angel[funny didn't know Stitch has got a female version but anyway.]

Went to look for cakes to celebrate Gen,Nic and ChingYi birthday.Placed deposit and went to WWW..Fun but as usual I am so fking retarded.I thought to myself 'I'm not gonna let WWW cost me more money other than the entrance fee and locker fee'..zzz,then i placed everything inside the locker and locked it alr,I realised my wallet is still in my hands,and it was so dramatic,I looked at my hands,still clutching the wallet and said 'shit,I forgot this'...WTF,really can faint man.

Had a splashing time..Played so many stuffs I didn't try the previous time.Damn,I've got height phobia,the bicycle thing-the whole time i was so fking afraid that thing would just topple and there goes my beautiful future.The Ular-Lah-was so fking afraid the raft would just flip and there goes our lives too.The U-boat -man,I thought I'd just fly off like some sci-fi movies and land on the ground,yeah with a loud thud and die too.Anyway,none of these happened but I screamed my lungs out,so I guess I'm officially Likeng predecessor.[coz i scream louder and more piercing than her]xD.And,we kept running to Prof Playground whenever the bell rings just to get splashed by the big pail of water.hahaha,we were like people in red-retards

had buffet for Dinner at Sakura,ate till I was like gonna burst.Then we surprised the trio with the cake,with the help of the Sakura friendly employees,ahhaa,set the song and brought out the cake for us.. BLAH BLAH BLAH AND i'M HOME..

haha,right now feeling kinda bobby like in the pool~~

2010-01-19T11:13:00.003+08:00

I think my biological clock is spoilt.I was up ytd till 2am reading National Geographic and slept till 11am today.Like seriously,its time for a new clock..

Anyway,yesterday,was at Bukit Timah Shopping cntr waititng for Dad.My mom told meto leave the house way too early and I ended up waiting for Dad forlike an hour orso..Anyway,the Lenovo ppl say since the screen was a new LED,replacing it cost $600,like fuck you,so expensive,so my dad was like ,reason reason reason with that guy.Then I watch...After that,we went to have our lunch..My dad,super caring la..Like when I'm out with my mom,she would give us money to buy our own drinks,but my dad,need to just tell him what I want,he would go buy it.Makes me feel so guilty for treating him so bad,just for that incident.We're family anyway..

And stupid Shuang Ling hahaha,she said 'Life's a bitch',but life's not a female.Its a male,coz life is long,unless your life is a short one...and she said 'don make her laugh alr,coz on MRT laugh very paiseh. hahaha,she an asshole.hahaha .KNNBCCB-I love you.I wonder if King and Kiang go NYJC or RJC or HJC or VJC will they still rmb me??i mean our lingo..KNNBCCB.haha....!!!! *crazy mode*

suddenly regretted not requesting to take HCL in sec2 and regret not going for my slackers CCA,full attendance,or I'd have gone to SAJC.sian.Choices have consequences..):

2010-01-18T10:27:00.002+08:00

17/1/10

went out with dad and mom,fun!!brought 3 tops.But the prob now is,I am too fat for anything..Like,my mom wanted to buy jeans for me.So we went to the Lee's and Levi's corner.Like,cant even go in,for one,i managed to get my fat ass in.But the shape,ridiculously ugly.Like people like Joyce,Carmen,jeans on them would look fabulous but for me,it looks like i hidden one pillow of bacon inside my thighs.So my mom was like.Haiya ,jian fei la,then wear le nicer,i can buy more for you..sob

Okay,when it was time to sleep,I did something,my mom would disapprove of,citing infrared rays as the cause,no good sleep etc etc...I messaged my friends.hehe..OKay.so I messaged Brenda and she replied!!Then messages was abruptly halted when I dozed off.Man,actually today can go out with her de leh..cant blame me coz i didn't go out with her for like 5years or 4?I mean for like friends meet up.Those coincidental meets NOT COUNTED!!the last time was at sec 1..So anyway,cant go out coz I've got to meet dad to fix the laptop...

16/1/10

Went out with Joyce,Carmen,Sixian,Gwen and Daniel.Watched Daybreakers.As though I paid $10 to scare myself..After the movie,I was kinda hysterical,see thats what scary movies do to you.Took neoprints ansd we kindly included Chin Hui in as the cake..Went to find ChinHui at Lacoste...And had our dinner.The china nationals at the drinks stalls are so fking rude..

2010-01-15T13:25:00.003+08:00

Today is like the most FUCKING BAD DAY EVER IN MY LIFE

1st-Woke up,used the fucking laptop,probably made in China or Malaysia or some other fucked up shithole,the fucking laptop screen fucking cracked.Goddamn it,who will believe me,like it cracked fucking suddenly..Okay,here's how it happened.I was alone,using the fucking laptop to watch National Geographic videos.Then I felt hungry,went to cook noodles,while waiting for the water to boil,I went back to my room and found the fucking laptop screen having a slit or crack or some fucking adjectives you'd use to describe a crack..God..Damn..it..Shit and the fuckiest part is-a laptop's LCD is the most fucking expensive part.And my Sony Ericsson 'blew up' in this fucking way too.Cracked.Like WTf,is it my room is too fucking unsuitable for gadgets,or is it fucking me the cause of the fucking probs.You guys wouldnt know how fucking pissed I am.I am gonna hear nags,money to revive the goddamn shit and now my dad wouldnt even think of buying me a fucking sony vaio.Coz he thinks that I am too fucking careless for that.

2nd-Keep going to the fucking toilet to 'shh shh'.Like what the fuck,I am not carrying a baby or something,suddenly today I have got so much fucking pee to spare.Damn it.

3rd-too eager to go into the toilet and the fucking toilet door dislocated..WTF.and I dont know how to repair that goddamn shit..And expect me to be like some China whores,using the fucking umbrella.

Goddamn it.This is like the fuckiest day in my whole 16 years of life.

OMG,and I think today is the day where there are so many FUCKs in my post.The fuck.My only unfucked things now are my turtles,and they fucking shit alot today.LIke why do all bad things come together.

ARGHHH.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK!

2010-01-14T14:50:00.002+08:00

Leading a rather erratic life now,sleep or use the lappie whenever I want or feel like it.

Okay anyway,watching XiaXue's guide to life now,Hahha,so fucking funny,every sentence she say,would surely have one 'fuckin'..HAha,that is so freaking funny..

Anyway,chose all the course and I am free from any thinking or troubles,for now...yeah,so byes,back to watching XXGTF

2010-01-13T17:27:00.003+08:00

brought my family and ahma to some Jap restaurant in the city area,$45 per head.like amounts to $225.Ate till I was so freaking full..
Anyway,went home,was on FB,like i so damn freaking bored so used FB chat..Anyway,sort of decided what I wanted already,either banking,accountancy or life sciences.But my first choice...YEah still in a dilemma..

2010-01-12T14:06:00.001+08:00

and,i've got my parents to thank too for my results.like tuition and stuffs.

i love papa,mama and didi

2010-01-12T09:44:00.002+08:00

11/1/10

Woke up at 9.30 to prepare for my meeting up with clique first..Went Pizza Hut for brunch.LOL,actually,kinda forgot bout my other meeting up with my 4e3 mates.LOL.called me and hunted me down lahh,so,I went to meet them lor.Then,inside the school compound,We saw Mr Jae Chia.He said 'eh,why you all results so terrible.'OMG,my heart skipped a beat!!So,anyway,the school had undergone drastic changes like room for PSP,Wii,those basketball machines at arcades,and not forgetting the 'pond' --gosh,it's really small..

Okays,so anyway,went up for results collecting and they kinda rant and rant,talk and talk..When it was my turn for results collection,I went up,collected my results,and went back to sit first before taking a peek at my results,coz I couldnt trust myself to keep a straight face if I saw disappointing results..I sat down and took a peek at the results.OMFG,seriously,I thought I was dreaming.3 As and 3Bs [nice hor,proportion.]Scored better for languages and Sci.L1R5 is 15 and the L1R4 is 11.I got a B4 for amaths,i seriously didnt dream of that man,like seriously,my tuition teacher was saying,'impossible,from f9 to b3/b4,its very very hard,I dont think even Ms Tan hoped for that..'then my emaths b3.okay la..I mean,I expected Cs or even Ds..Humanities another pleasant surprise b3,thought my history was KNS,and thought I'd probably get some mediocre marks too.Turn out Hitler didnt disappoint me.

Mrs Dan said I made the right choice of dropping to combined science..Yes,speaking of this,Mrs Lim LiLi,Mr Chua,Mr Chia and Mrs Dan,with the former 2 being my combined sci teachers and latter 2 being pure sci teachers.Before the Os,Mrs Lim really drilled into us hard la.But,I did all her work on handed in on time,coz I scared later 'teacher curse' come true,like they'd always go,'later you didnt get a1 you dnt cry.'Then for Mr Chua,his lesson were interesting,so we sort of studied in a lively environment.Ms Ada Tan wasnt around ,or I'd have gone to her and hugged her.xD,coz she also did played a part in helping me pull up my socks in my maths,really my maths since sec 3 CA1 onwards,all the grades were f9..Ms Jas,I've never liked her so much,she was those lazy type of teachers,who would give you no homework,but only teach during lesson time and when exams are near,and due to her knee problems,almost everyday MC ,that time I was telling my friends 'still can guarantee us an A.walao,with her teaching us,I think can pass I happy le'..Okay,I got an A,so her teaching method works for me.so,I guess,Lazy teacher for lazy students?

and,the O level results and the prelims were totally ...different.I was thinking to myself,I dont think I'd score well for O levels,but,it would be unfair because,I did all the TYS and what nots.Except at the very last lap I played computer games..

However,when I saw the results,I couldnt help but shed tears of joy [like so dramatic,1st-eyes brimming with tears,2nd-tears trickle down,3rd-cry.],like finally,its over,and I'd kinda got what I wanted,but never dreamed of..Never ever did I expect such results..I was expecting my L1R4 to be 15-20,letting the course choose me instead of me choosing them

So,Ms Seah [my sec 1 and 2 teacher,who helped me get into pure sci class] came over and say 'dont cry la,let me see your results.'She saw and she said 'okay what,cry for what..'And I called my dad and mum,'their response--standard--Aiya dont cry la,got nursing go nursing ',then I said 'no I am too happy,haha,could hear the tone immediately become relieved.hehe..
So anyway,Ms Seah said,'now its like,my first choice very impt,coz kinda like any course I can go..Really shiok lor,see the course options all filled to the max..[not max though,got 2 course,need 9 points:)]

Then I cried for a little while more,asking tissues..[actually I wanted to sell de leh,coz I know a lot of ppl will cry,scarly,I used all myself.Still must borrow from my fellow seller,lucky they didnt charge..]Then,I stood up and walked around,actually I was kinda gong gong alr..So I walked around looking for familiar faces..Saw Brenda and I requested a hug from her..:D..Then saw Joyce,Chin Hui and Carmen...Carmen,was crying,see le like kinda sad,coz its like,we're now relieved but she's sad..

Anyway,I thanked my teachers and all who had helped me along in my education route..Seriously,PHSS had helped me alot,like,when I came to PHSS from NCPS with only a mediocre results of 218,I dindt really expect PHSS to be a good school for admitting students like me,or rather to even help me with my studies.And I resent the fact that everything is green,from tables to chairs to some walls...Then,after four years,I thought differently,the school gives us so many opportunities to develop,like talks,outings,Adam Khoo talks,Etiquette dining [at slashed prices]and even policies made were catered to students!!Last time,when people used to ask me what school I am from,I used to shy and be embarrassed and say 'aiya,the school which is green green one..'But now,different,'I'd proudly say Pei Hwa Sec.'Because it is good and after growing up to be more mature,I realised that,the facade of the building doesnt matter,its the way a school teach its pupils.Seriously,I'd have PHSS to thank for helping me deliver such results.I thouhgt I was 'gone case' after obtaining 218 at PSLE.

So,went Swensons to eat and home and out again to treat my mom to dinner and out again tmr to treat my whole family to Pariss Intl,along with my ahma,coz her birthday is coming soon,like,$250 ,but,money can can always be earned but kinship can never be brought.

My mom hugged me and said 'seriously,I didnt expect you to get so good results coz I had like lose hope alr.'LOL wth,then she said 'coz your prelims so lousy and you keep saying nurse courses and those low COP courses..'

p/s. A big congratulations to 2 fellas from my clique who did well!
Gwen-L1R5-6points
ChinHui-L1R5-11points.
and joyce too,gong xi gong xi
Oh and Brenda,got 9points for her L1R5..
all smarties...yay..

and,I really love the Angmor markers,and SEAB,muacksss.So,its confirmed,I'd be going for angmors,coz they indirectly gave me good results.

2010-01-09T21:14:00.002+08:00

Woke up and played maple..Then,Raymond from 4e1 called,asked me down to NP to join WX and him for open house.Went ASAP,but still made them wait 3hours.anyway,went there by bus ,but took cab from Clementi to NP,$6.Then,'look look see see',went home,via cab.The boys!!teasing me all the way,the cabbie quite humourous too.Shared cab fare between me and Raymond,WX too pok le lahss.Went to meet mama,shopped around for flowers,like FLOWERS!!??the uncle whom the bought the flowers from gave me one packet of water baby.

Went home and at the foot of my block,saw two cats,actually I wanna go imitate the cat's voice de.OMFG,the grey cat looked up at me,and I saw its eyes were red,then later to those brown again,like seriously,my eyes,I dont think they were playing tricks on me.Really red..OMFG,i literally went crazy,I gave a yelp and went 'OMFG,OMG,Jesus,OMFG,OMG,Jesus,CB,what cat is that?!'my mom was shocked too,by my outburst,she didnt saw the cat's eyes.Like WTF,eyes gt red ones,and i dont think cat's got contacts?and the cat IS NOT AN ALBINO.Omg,and serious,I am trembling from shock now,typing this post is like seriously slow coz i keep trembling and keep typing wrongly.OMG,I am really really freaking shocked by the freaking red pupils.

OMG,I mean if the cat's eyes were really red,I dont mind,what bothers me is that,the cat might be 'weird',as in .....

And my mom was asking,if you really go vet,can you take it?

walao,I've never been like so shocked in my life that i am trembling.OMG.

2010-01-09T01:00:00.002+08:00

Saw Alvin's posted photo on FB and I saw this,walao,Leonard is like so effing disgo la..Like..see the pic..

2010-01-08T23:47:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 9.25am today,tsk gotta go meet WX,Raymond,ChingYi to go 3 diff polys.

1st-SP
Very messy the way the route was planned.

2nd-TP
People there were super friendly and not bad..Free RedBull too.Saw 4e2 people,Brenda and Ginnie was there too.xD

Before we went NYP,we were at Bedok Bus INT,so a lady approached us and asked if we'd like to donate $10 for charity,saying we could skip one cup of bubble tea to help,if my friends and I didnt heard wrongly,we heard her saying 'only 5cents go to the charity'I still couldnt really believe my ears,so anyway,WX,Raymond and Likeng escaped immediatey,then I was like standing there,hesitating,then the lady remarked 'Walao,they very rude leh!!'ZZZ,if only 5cents go,then I'd rather not donate too,like need to sell how many millions and billions and gazillions of tickets for the 5cents to be significant and of help to the charity??

3rd-NYP
Went there at 7.30pm,not many things to see,but the concert.tsk tsk tsk,my eardrums almost CMI..So loud and booming..Walked out with Brenda and Ginnie,they were eager to get out like me.,took cab with Daphne,Ginnie,Daniel [saw them later and decided the freaking 86 would take us ages to reach our destination]to the newly opened foodcourt outside CP.

On the whole,not bad,Brenda says she's alr in NP Banking and Finance..Zarrr...one of my dream job...

p.s. saw one convertible yellow sportscar at TP,dont know whether if that belongs to Elson the sportscar freak..

Anyway,yesterday,I was telling my mom ' go poly buy one second hand car is it exp?'
my mom 'dont dream la,car need COE,need oil,need parking,need ERP,need so many freaking stuffs other country dont need,and you need license too.'
Me -- kept quiet asap.

OMG,i want a car of my own la,like so fucking cool,people all slog and walk then zooom,you arrive earlier,when you got out later.ZzZ,dreaming again.~

2010-01-07T20:45:00.003+08:00

Cont'd of Chalet.

Went back yesterday at 3plus coz WX called me down to help them buy some BBQ food...Brought the food,went back,Jonah started the fire and SiYing[Goh] and I marinated the chickens.BBQed the food later..and I made quite a lot of hotdogs charred..In the end they let me BBQ the corn and potatoes only.Anyway,later the cats came,I fed one cat,another came,I fed that another cat,another cat came..The last cat that came was the cutest,golden fur.It behaved more like a dog rather than that of a cat..I tried carrying it out but it came back again..Each time through different pathways..Mrs Dan and Mr Dan came at around 10 plus 11...Had a small talk and took some pics and they both went home.Jonah,Leonard,SiYing,Likeng,the Twins etc all went home.Left Stanley,WX,Rachel and I..Cleared the area,had supper,bathed and the guys took their bed over to sleep with us coz we felt that it was quite spooky for us to be separated in different rooms in such a bug house.Anyway,super embarrasing for me in the middle of the night.Darn,I sleep talked.I vaguely remembered I dreamt about Stanley feeding the cats with minced meat,like mutated scary cats,so I said 'eh,dont let them in,its a chalet leh'..I remembered me saying this in my dream.Then I heard Rachel gasping and saying [in real life] 'who you talking to?? I was like "???,did I talk??' so I mumbled something like 'nothing la.' Then later they told me I said 'walao,ni hen guo fen leh [something along these lines'..Darn..

Woke up at 9 to have breakfast and visit NP,saw some really interesting courses..Went back at 5 plus and saw the 'dog cat'.Like seriously,that cat is so cute.Pity I cant bring it home.Fed it some chicken ...And that cat,we decided to carry it across to the park.It ran back and stood in the middle of the road,with an approaching taxi.zzz,I ran to pick that cat up..Like,I dont wanna see tragedy unfolding before me...Went home after..

2010-01-06T10:40:00.003+08:00

Just came back home to bathe and get some stuffs before heading back to chalet again..4d3n.

Anyway,

day 1.

Met up with Kelly and Chingyi first before going to Pasir Ris,had McDonald's while waiting for the rest to come..Brought what we'd need later for steamboat.Took a bus to chalet and man,it is like the biggest chalet I've ever been to.Those landed property styled chalet.And everyone was going 'OMG,it so big.',credits to Wen Xun's dad for that,he booked the chalet for us.And those girlfriends of mine were teasing me,saying 'go please your father and mother in law'.Walao ehh..-.-''.Had steamboat and after that,Chingyi,Jeannette,Kelly etc went home.2 girls left,Rachel and I...went night biking with Stanley and Wen Xun.IN the park,some places in the park was nice smelling and some were so smelly,totally freaked me out and I was literally praying to every religion 'higher being'.Its my first time night cycling.Went to the activity room for card games,didn't knew how to play any except cheat so was watching them play,until they decided to play 2 rounds of cheat.The guys[Donald,Daryl-half naked] [Kaven,Max-fully clothed] were outside and Rachel shrieked upon seeing two half naked boys.Haha,those guys knew she was afraid and kept strutting around in boxers..Slept at around 3am...

Day 2.

Woke up at 6 to see the sunrise..WX,Rachel,Stanley and I biked to White sands mall for breakfast.WX was sick[headache].Anyway,we cycled to a fish farm and a 'puppies for sale' site.Went back to chalet and returned the bike.HAd a walk at the shaor and saw a lot of rotting fishes.Like God,didnt the papers said they were being clear away?.Went back,Rachel and I ,we literally rotted from 1 plus to 5.When more people came and Jonah taught me mahjong did we stop rotting..By evening,Chingyi and gang were already here and we were like so crazy ,running around wildly.Went night cycling with Chingyi and Jeannette until we met Donald,Kaven and Daryl,felt that they needed the bike more than us so we let them have it and walked back.

ChingYi and Jeannette kept dragging me [by the hair!!!!] to Donald,Daryl,Kaven and Max room la.[By then,the guys were alr back].Damn it,locked me inside.So anyway,they pushed me too hard and I fell on their bed..So freaking embarrassing.Then that Daryl,super funny,he acted as if he was taking off his clothes and I fled through the balcony..Anyway,Pei Xu,BaoDong and Leonard came to our room and talked..Damn it,my shorts were like so fucking low and when I closed the balcony door,[....]Slept at 1 plus..Oh,anyway,Pei Xu was in the toilet and Nic,Jean and Chingyi was waiting outside for toilet when suddenly the toilet door opened,everyone freaked out and kept saying 'Omg,I am scared,got ghosts etc' type..stirred up a commotion suddenly.Then Nic was like telling everyone 'its Pei Xu 'shh shh' didn't close doors properly,don't scare yourselves etc'..The guys decided to do shift to guard,like LOL,just to make us feel safer,they sat in the baby cot and changed shift every 30mins.[didn't knew if they persevered through the night or called it a day].Was like so freaking tired and unbothered by the senseless commotion so I went to sleep.Seriously,the chalet doesn't gives me the creeps ,so I reckon there's nothing to be afraid of.

Day 3.

Woke up at 9.45,saw the shift guys sleeping at the living room,ousted out of their room.decided to go home and get my amenities.Packed and went home,going back later when I'm done.